Saturday, March 31, 2007 @1:16 AM
miche has all these really random thoughts running through her head now. all week long. all month long. really random thoughts that sometimes inspire her to ponder on the state of the world and why the world works the way it does. random thoughts that makes her feel depressed, down right depressed. the other day on the walk from the bus stop to her house, a happy little thought hit her and she couldnt stop smiling all the way home. just like the weird invisible wuzz something that Luna Lovegood in Harry Potter says exists. dont know why all these random thoughts are all over miche's mind. it makes it hard for her to sleep and it makes her feel exhausted all the time.
one random thought: eating is a really violent process. something that wally said in asian american lit class when teaching the woman warrior. watching that documentary on national geographical didnt exactly make her think otherwise. cause seriously, eating is a VIOLENT process. makes miche kinda sick to think of it and erm yeah, dont really feel like eating after a while.
second random thought: how could the american army find the heart to abandon all those dogs in vietnam in 1975. how could they leave all their "comrades" in arms (as all the army people on animal planet's k-9 boot camp says and miche doesnt understand why do they have to coo 'who's a good boy? who's a good boy?' to the dogs, cause erm yeah, sounds weird), just like that, classified as excess equipment. dont these animals have feelings to. miche has always found it easier to communicate and connect with animals than humans anyway. and she has always found it easier to feel for animals, like when watching 300, the one part she flinch was when the elephants tumbled into the oceans below, because it must have been really painful if it actually was real elephants.
third random thought then: how on earth do you find 20 hot, seriously hot men to fill up the silver screen? go watch 300 and wonder in disbelief. not just for the hot bodies, but the historical episode behind as well. didnt really like the ending.
been having really intense intellectual thoughts with mich ong all day long and all week long in the office. today on our errands, for giordano umbrellas, wet wipes and bottled water, we talk about why miche always buy tissues from the old lady in the wheel chair. some how that led to the division between the elites and the rest of society, the kind of pressures that elites themselves face, the issue of justified complacency. right, sparked off by who are the people miche is willing to donate or give money to.
miche's watching party planner with david tutera on discovery travel and living, he's planning a party for dogs and he is learning how to bake dog confectionary. miche wants a dog to keep her company.
on the way home just now, the words that you once uttered to me, popped into my head. and it has been haunting me since, i dont know why it came into my thoughts but it did. but this time round, i think my answer is different. i guess i am just too exhausted, just too tired, to want to spend anymore energy and time on this, because you cant care less. miche's off to conquer the land of writing. she's going to dream of arthur yap.
