Tuesday, December 27, 2005 @3:09 AM
since my first year in uni, i have made it a point to get my annual diary and organsier from spca. that is my little way of contributing to the association.
it is two days after christmas when i realised that i have yet to get my diary for 2006 from spca. and the thought of poor homeless puppies and kittens living there all alone on Christmas and Christmas eve makes me sad. no one should be alone on such a special occassion. dogs, cats, humans. no one. this is so wrong.
miche just came back from a walk at 3 am.
Thursday, December 15, 2005 @3:49 AM
i am missing everyone and everything all of a sudden.
i want to sit in a quiet embrace by the seaside and fall asleep on you. tonight, i yearned to be protected and taken care of. for once, to sleep carefree and no worries. listening to your heartbeat.
miche's missing all of you suddenly.
Tuesday, December 13, 2005 @9:47 PM
Christmas is lurking around the corner once again. New Year's coming. All of a sudden, the year is coming to an end. Hmm. this year. what can i say. it is a year of great ups and downs. havent exactly been the best year of the last 21 years. neither has it been the worst. there are many things to be really thankful for. many people to be grateful for. there are many things that need to be reexamine and ponder about. ways to be changed, attitudes to be altered. to be extremely frank, Christmas aint exactly the best time of the year for me. in fact, i generally feel extremely depressed during this period. in fact, i kinda hate Christmas. what a wet blanket i know. but i do feel that way most of the time during festive periods. it aint nice to have to spend such a cosy festival by yourself anyway. i dont know if i will be alone this year, but by the looks of it. yeah i will be so. anyway, a time for reflection i say is due.
The Musks - thanks firstly, (esp sam and josh) for bringing me back to Church, that really meant a lot and your constant refusal to let me slip away. i definitely had a lot of fun with all five of you. Thanks John for keeping me sane most of the time. Jake for all your craziness. Driel, what can i say, sushi trips were fun. Thanks for the green hair doll.
The IJ Girls - have to admit i havent been the greatest or the best of coaches this season. It has been a rough ride for all of us in one way and another. Thanks for being so understanding all the time with my crazy schedule and all your caring and thoughtful ways. I would be lying if i said that i didnt enjoy my time with you gals. You gals are the best man. Seriously, i wont have it any other way. Char and Van, Good Luck and All the best for your JC career. Hope you will get to the school you want for next year. Al and Val, hahah what else can i say, it has been 2 years watching you guys grow from juniors to seniors. The team is now is your hands take care of them yeah. Sham, gill and sandesh, there is still a long long way to go and more things to learn, but well we'll learn together as a team and we can only grow stronger. the sec ones, haha in time to come, we will get to know each other better yeah and i am certain with such fun loving seniors, you will have a swell time in debates.
The Barker Boys - a trying year huh. but nonetheless fun i would say. i am glad at the improvements you guys have put in. the passion that the sec ones have is something that has been missing for a while in the club. keep it going. Blias, Yinli, E Jin the ball is now is your court and it is your turn to lead your juniors. it isnt an impossible task to do you know. your seniors did it, really use them as role models. haha.
Paul, David, Terence, Auyong, Rachel - i dont know how to term you guys, but you guys are kinda like my surrogate siblings. hahah haventn been able to really keep in touch with you guys, you have busy schedules most of the time. but i am sure you guys have been fine, over the past few months. do take care of yourselves and dont overwork too much. i am and always been extremely appreciative of the friendship you guys have shown. thank you ever so much.
Cow, Hiutung - Many thanks for the fabulous birthday surprise yeah. it was really sweet of you guys. many thanks for the many other things you guys have done for me and the rest of them. i know many times we dont really seem appreciative of the things you do, but really and truly we are extremely grateful for such wonderful friends like you.
Fairy, Christine, Weilin, Vicky ,Rebecca - i cant say that i really know you guys as well as the rest, but i am sure of one thing, you gals are just as great as anyone of them! =)
Anisah, Karima, Ruhnayy - friends after so many years. we have been through so many different things together and alone. two more years i say, and we would have spent half our lifetime together. how long is that man. this friendship will last till the end of time yeah.
Marky, Luke - my one and only, you are decidedly the worst one and only any gal can have. but YET, i love you!!! hahahah Luke, it has been great knowing you and having you as a friend. definitely added more colour and laughter to my otherwise mundane and lifeless varsity time.
On the other hand, miche should be less ridiculous, reckless, hotheaded, impetuous,nonchalant about the things she does... miche wishes all of you a merry Christmas and a Happy New Year in advance.
remember, thank God and keep Him in your heart always.
May the Lord bless all of you for the coming year.
@9:35 PM
Somebody Else's Songcant change this feeling
I'm way out of touch
cant change this meaning
well it means too much
never felt so lonely
never felt so good
cant be the only one misunderstood
cause i remind myself of somebody else i'm
feeling like i'm chasing like i'm facing myself alone
i've got somebody else's thoughts in my head
i want some of my own
i want some of my own
i want some of my own
can you see me up here would you
bring me back down
cause i've been living to see my fears as they
fall to the groundI remind myself of somebody else I'm
feeling like I'm chasing like I'm facing myself alone
I've got somebody else's thoughts in my head
I want some of my own
I want some of my own
I want some of my own
I want some of my own
am I hiding behind my doubts
are they hiding behind me
closer to finding out
it doesn't mean anything
cause I remind myself of somebody else I'm
feeling like I'm chasing like I'm facing myself alone
I've got somebody else's thoughts in my head
I want some of my own
I want some of my own
I want some of my own
Tryingcould you let down your hair be transparent for awhile
just a little while
to see if your human after all
honesty is a hard attribute to find
when we all want to seem like
we've got it all figured out
well let me be the first to say that I don't have a clue
I don't have all the answers
ain't gonna pretend like I do
just trying
to find my way
trying
to find my way the best that I know how
well I haven't memorized all of the cute things to say
but I'm working on it
maybe I'll master this art form someday
if I quote all the lines off the top of my head
would you believe
that I fully understand all these things I've read
I'm just tryingto find my way
trying
to find my way
trying
to find my way the best that I know how
well I haven't got it all figured out quite yet but
even if it takes my whole life
to get to where I need to be
and if I should fall to the bottom of the end
I'll be one step back to you and
trying
to find my way
trying
to find my way
I'm trying
to find my way
trying
to find my way
Monday, December 12, 2005 @9:43 PM
when all choices seem wrong, choose restraint.
Saturday, December 03, 2005 @12:52 PM
hello everybody! i am back. haha finally after the exams. i almost died. i assure you i almost died! but i am back.
i need a breather. hahah bought harry potter the day the papers ended and finished reading it the very next day. i am so upset with Malfroy! why why why is he so screwed up now!!! oh well poor kid anyway.
met up with roger. who is ever the darling. he paid for everything and bought me to the HYATT for dessert. hahahah i need more friends like that who would bring me out and pamper me and send me around in a car. lalala.
i drove all the way from queenstown to ubi and back again yesterday. i was so fun! i passed nalli and rae's house! hahah and maybe a whole lot of other people's place too.
it was nice seeing you guys again yesterday albeit being a short while! but i had fun! =) miss ya guys! -hugs-
finally collected my passport. yes yes i can get out of singapore now. and trust me i am so going too. haha
anyway, i am off to a chalet for the next couple of days. will blog more when i come back! in the meantime, do take care of yourself for miche. hahahah
miche is finally liberated!