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Saturday, April 30, 2005 @1:59 AM

exams are finally over. that evil thing. hahah actually it wasnt that bad and i just hope that the grades reflect that. oh well. i can settle down and read all i want without having to feel pressured to put them down and read my lecture notes or the texts i have to study instead...

Happiness and bliss. doing things you like without any pressure. being the way you want to be without feeling compel to do different things or things you detest. just simply being you.

Life can be so annoying and tough at times. i guess we just have to ride things through. i guess everything that happens or doesnt happen is a test. it pushes us to do what we need to do. and learn what we need to learn. lifestories are perhaps meant to inspire. sometimes haha they dont . i guess we all find something to learn from somewhere, someone or somehow.

anyway, i am just glad that i can be of service. nothing more. afterall, all i want to be a friend, and i want my friends to be happy and so will i. nothing else. really.

good nights everyone. =)

Friday, April 29, 2005 @2:37 AM

Anglo - Chinese Junior College's ACSian Theatre
presents
Camelot
Dates: 25, 26, 27, 28 May 2005
Venue: Anglo - Chinese School (Independent), Centre for Performing Arts
Tickets: $50 or $100 (payable by edusave)
This is a fund raising event for ACJC's new Centre of Performing Arts.
As all of you know, i love my junior college very much. really i do. so i am asking you guys if you can afford the ticket prices to please go. i am not compelling you to go, ahah you know i hate to force people into doing things they dont want to. but yeah. please do go if you can...especially since it is payable by edusave. just let me know so i can get the forms for you =)

Thursday, April 28, 2005 @12:02 AM

had a 37.5 degree fever in the middle of the night. i swear i almost died.crazy body of mine is going mad on me. i seem to be getting worse as the days goes by. oh well. anyway i am down to the last paper. and i am liberated for the next three months. haha but come july you will hear me say that i cant wait for school to start. haha i actually kinda like studying haha no pressure at all. =) or at least it is me lah.


anyway i was doing my paper today for those of you who watch the channel 8 serials, the last one on the nkf thing. haha you know the ah beng guy with purple hair. elvin ng. he is my classmate. hahah. so today as i was taking the paper slightly delirious and feverish. haha i kept glancing at him thinking haha whoa! there is a celebrity in this room with me! hahah maybe i should snap some secret shots of him and sell it to the new paper and spin some story ahaha. okay i am mad i know i am . but yeah cheap thrill.



anyway on the way home i was a car that had HELLO KITTY printed all over it! GROSS! that cat doesnt have a mouth for pete's sake! hahah anyway, miche is going off now. haha think my temp is up again. time for another measurement. =)



thanks for all your concern yeah ! =) i love you!

Tuesday, April 26, 2005 @9:40 PM

this morning before i "gloriously" climbed out of bed i told myself haha. put the latest copy of the economist into the bag later. haha cos i was taking my pol sci exam later in the afternoon and somehow haha i thought with the economist with me.. hahah it only make sense that i have it with me.guess what, in desperation or rather boredom this afternoon while waiting the paper to start i flipped through the pages and scoured for examples and hahah i found some way to use it in my essays haha. oh well.



anyway, i seem to be getting sicker by day rather and getting well. this is terribly annoying. i sneeze more, nose is constantly blocked i had to breathe through my mouth throughout the papers. three packs of tissue hah my ps tutor had to come to my rescue during the paper cos stupid me left the tissues in my bag. anyway, haha i think i am burning up again.



so yup yup. nineteenth century here i come.

Sunday, April 24, 2005 @12:01 AM

my nose feels like it is going to do a michael jackson. drop off this it.

and i feel so cheated. my parents came to pick me up just now and i thought that in my state of health with all the sneezing and what not,they would have seriously said let's go home. erm...not really. we ended at kallang at KFC, where some lady let her kid pee on the floor of the toilet as i stood there waiting for the cubicle to be emptied. i was so grossed out lah.

anyway, this afternoon on my way to church in the train, there was this annoying toddler who was SCREAMING his lungs out! thrashing about on the floor. I CANT BELIEVE HIS PARENTS REALLY there was 5 adults with him and NO ONE, NOT ONE OF THEM COULD CONTROL HIM!!! one of them was actually laughing thinking that it was so CUTE or something! I almost died. really.
kids sighs.


anyway, had dinner with val, al, sam and josh who appeared as we were talking about them hahah. quite funny. and yeah. adriel disappeared before i could say hi/bye to him. so sad lah. oh well.


i am sick *sic*

CONGRATS to JOHN DARIUS JOEL and their team!

CONGRATS to JULIE FOR BEING RANKED 2ND! you go girl! =) see you in acjc!!!


Nope, nothing on the A div match. hahah

i love you too much!

Sunday, April 17, 2005 @10:38 PM

haha thanks to sam and adriel, i discovered this whole new cool application on my phone it is called MUVEE!!!! hahaha really cool must show one day! haha anyway, went for the mg concert on sat. last minute after church that resulted in me spending a grand total of 40 bucks on cab can.

it was quite cool hahah i bought flowers and i have no idea where they are. hahah but anyway, there was this really funny item which i am convinced was a dedication to COW!!! hahah moo moo moo...

rather hilarious i say. needless to say as well, as usual i find out more useless things about other people when i hang out with you guys ahah lala.

anyway, my grand plan to study at subway far east today kinda fell through..hahah never mind. came home and i slept.


oh haha i woke up late again today. BUT i still made it to church better than ah hem joshie who didnt COME again! haha...

i missed the lrt that was in the station had to wait for another one. there was a mad guy in the station who was screaming vulgarities at teh carriages at the other side of the platform. then i missed the connecting mrt TWICE. then i missed the bus. sighs. BUT i made it to church. quite pro huh.

sitting in the fellowship deck waiting for the 4 gentlemen and John (who is SO NORMAL by comparison) i finished studying about water soluble vitamins. hahah


had lunch at the jap restaurant at east coast. thanks sam's mummy! was hilarious. sam got beached. find the time, ask sam about finger food. really finger food.


anyway, got home and fell asleep...woke up only at 10. so yup yup. off to do work in a while...


lalala...oh yeah.i found my 'purpose' in life. hahahaah

Saturday, April 16, 2005 @12:33 AM

supposed an owl
were frightened of the dark
And there's a fish
somewhere that hates the sea


too many souls are still like that fish, or that owl:
with their true life to make
in the depths of the dark,
if they could but endure:
who flee from their dark star,
each from his own true self;
perish in this world's air

Brand, Henrik Ibsen

Friday, April 15, 2005 @12:25 AM

i would like to have purple and blue streaked hair. hope leong lets me do it the next time.


anyway, to my arrogance haha i have to declare. i am really a beckettian figure. who sits and stares into space pondering my existence.

Thursday, April 14, 2005 @12:54 AM

"Queen Of Rain"

In that big big house
there are fifty doors
and one of them leads to your heart.
In the time of spring
I passed your gate
and tried to make a start.
All I knew
was the scent of sea and dew
but I've been in love before, how about you?
There's a time for the good in life,
a time to kill the pain in life,
dream about the sun you queen of rain.


In that big old house
there are fifty beds
and one of them leads to your soul.
It's a bed of fear,
a bed of threats,
regrets and sheets so cold.
All I knew your eyes so velvet blue,
I've been in love before, how about you?
There's a time for the good in life...


Time went by
as I wrote your name in the sky,
fly fly away,
bye bye.


It's time to place your bets in life,
I've played the loser's game of life,
dream about the sun you queen of rain.

Monday, April 11, 2005 @10:26 PM

miche is going to start studying for her exams this week. anyone who is willing to sit next to her as she mumbles to herself about how dumb she is and how horrid the world is to make her do exams is welcome to join her. just drop her a msg to let her know that you are interested in being tortured to death. she will let you know where she is.


seriously, this offer is only for a SHORT time only. cos she doesnt really like to study but she has no choice but to study.


so yes. STUDY!

Wednesday, April 06, 2005 @11:58 PM

unnecessarily angst.

competition.

relax



gratitude aint a bad thing to remember really


hey al, hope you are better. and OMG can you scratch my picture out of all the newsletter!


sam, you will be so proud of me can! i got sick of waiting for my xiaodi to return me my Bible i bought a new one! and i am hooked on listening to worship songs now lah =)


druggie! happy birthday and hope you get well soon! =) oh yeah joel too! hee

Monday, April 04, 2005 @6:36 PM

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on a sidenote, i think i am such a dismissive person....haha


er..am i?


anyway, may peace be with Pope John Paul II, i am not a catholic but yeah i think we should celebrate his death cause it was a life well lived and there is nothing to lament for things that could have been. He was a great man, a great leader. He was the only Pope I know. but yeah, may peace be with him.


Saturday, April 02, 2005 @1:46 AM

CONGRATULATIONS TO ACS(II) for breaking first and RI (I & II) for being third. The MG teams for making the quarters and yes ACS (I) for making it too..


am so happy for you guys =)

Thanks to the IJ girls for making this a memorable season, heh we didnt get as far as we wanted to, but yeah we had a great time together. =)

an stayover at someone's place before i chuck the sec fours to their o level mugging perhaps. *grinz*

Anyway, can you guys let me know roughly when your mid years and mid sem CAs are? Thanks. dont ask why hahah you will know in due course.=) asap can?


miche is off to do her work.

PROFILE
miche:highly eclectic personality:stationery junkie
loves notebooks, the smell of printed-paper and ink makers.
her first love in life is basketball.
enjoys the intellectual adrenaline of debating, the beauty of theatre and music.
loves rainy days and blue skies
an avid reader, collector of teddy bears.
wants to build an dog sanctuary.
finds solitude extremely soothing
loves writing/typing/texting in lower case.
highly interested in the theories of Fredrich Nietzsche and existentialism.
fan of German language and culture.
finds the fact that she is a cusp a unique feature of her life
God, friends, and family feature strongly in her life.
she likes referring to herself in third person, something most of her friends find freaky
has a death wish or so she thinks.

reads

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alaric
alessa
aramis
auggie
bern
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charleen
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de winne
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hye ryoung
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jajung
jeannie
jennifer
ji hyun
john leo caines
josh
joy
j.low
kaleni
leigh-anne
mark tan
melissa
meirlin's earrings enteprise
michelle
mishelle
mi-young
paul
rae
sam
sonia
mr otaku
tae yeon
terence
valerie


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2. The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
3. Human, All too Human - Friedrich Nietzsche
4. The Will to Power - Friedrich Nietzsche
5. Truth and Existence - J.P Sartre
6. Existentialism and Humanism - J.P Sartre
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Movies to Catch

1. The Queen
2. Confession of Pain (Shang Chen)
3. The Protege (Men Tu)
4. The Last Dance

BIRTHDAYS

birthday tree
the boss - 4 Jan
Elvin - 8 Jan
Gill - 10 Jan
WeiXiang - 13 Jan
Sam - 14 Jan
the grosmer - 26 Jan
Aaron - 1 Feb
Ben Yap - 2 Feb
Hiu Tung- 5 Feb
Ja Jung - 7 Feb
Josh Hoe - 8 Feb
Weilin - 13 Feb
Auyong - 20 Feb
Ting ting si - 25 Feb
Jik Han - 28 Feb
Yin - 2 March
Cheryl - 3 March
Christine - 20 March
Kenneth - 21 March
Chere - 26 March
Terence, Judith - 29 March
Meeschell - 30 March
Lex - 1 April
Mishelle - 1 April
Druggie - 7 April
Liz - 16 April
Melissa - 18 April
John Leo - 26 April
Hye Ryoung/the bunny - 30 April
Josh - 13 May
Jevan,Andre - 16 May
Kat/Siti - 20 May
Martino - 21 May
Seb/Rebecca - 22 May
Teddy - 23 May
T.K - 27 May
Aidan,Hon - 29 May
Jiajia - 31 May
fairy - 7 June
Cow - 8 June
the poh - 5 july
Char & Char - 17 July
Aramis - 21 July
Feli, Josh & Joe Nair - 28 July
Jennifer - 31 July
Paul - 7 Aug
Auggie/En Wei - 9 Aug
Mao Mao Chen - 13 Aug
Thazin - 14 Aug
Gurion - 16 Aug
Bryan, Seon Mi, Yilin - 20 Aug
Alessa - 25 Aug
Val - 3 Sept
Guy, Jac - 11 Sept
Rachel - 12 Sept
Mi-ran - 14 Sept
the tigger - 15 sept
Ji Hynn - 17 Sept
Nalli, Yint Zin - 20 Sept
Hello Kitty - 23 Sept
Leigh / Noel- 24 Sept
Celine - 25 Sept
Vicky - 26/27 Sept
Wint - 30 Sept
Ren - 1 Oct
Grace - 1 Oct
Mi-Young - 2 Oct
Sharm - 8 Oct
Marky - 10 Oct
the owl - 13 Oct
Jacob,Grace - 22 Oct
the eeyore - 23 Oct
Xiaodi - 28 Oct
Bo Lui - 30 Oct
Victoria - 4 Nov
Van - 14 Nov
Hai Ming - 19 Nov
Sun Min - 26 Nov
Zin Mee - 28 Nov
J Low - 29 Nov
Joy - 5 Dec
Nian Ting - 7 Dec
Luke - 27 Dec
Andy gom/Jhi Sheng - 31 Dec

50 things before miche dies

1. tell all the people she loves, that she loves them dearly.
2. send a personalised note/letter/gift to all her good friends and people who have touched her life, telling them how important they are and how they have made her life worthwhile.
3. spend a quiet but meaningful evening with her parents.
4. spend a quiet but meaningful evening with her god-family.
5. save a stray dog or two.
6. travel to prague.
7. give my teddy bears away.
8. try to write a decent poem or short story.
9. pay attention in class for once.
10. learn to forgive herself and those who have perhaps done her wrong.
11. drive to thailand.
12. walk down orchard road dressed in pink and purple only.
13. picnic by the beach
14. finish reading "dreams of the red chamber" in chinese
15. get the giant teddy bear i always wanted.
16. perform one last time
17. buy a dress / skirt
18. watch a cheesy, tacky, gawdy comedy - BRUNO or TROPIC THUNDER
19. pat a snake
20. throw a party on a bus
21. sky dive and bungee jump
22. walk all around singapore - halfway there
23. eat nothing but vegetables for a week - kinda stop eating
24. burn all her photos, diaries and letters. delete this blog.
25. cry with all her might
26. be happy and try to stay happy till the end
27. be amazed by the simple things in life
28. sleep at least 8 hours per day and not more than 10 for a week
29. write a letter to johnny depp
30. plant something
31. be a organ donor, give whatever can still be used. (not my liver though, too much alcohol in it)
32. get blind drunk, like seriously blind drunk
33. draw/paint/compose a last picture
34. she hates taking pictures, but yeah, take a picture with all her loved ones.
35. be totally ladylike for a whole day. (i.e. dont swear, curse or be mean)
36. cycle to changi and back.
37. attend church everyday
38. take all the bus services available in singapore
39. get 2 tattoos
40. buy cup noodles and eat them by the roadside. well i ate by the beach, doesnt count right
41. colour her hair in multi-hues
42. draw up a will
43. climb a tree
44. remember to smile.
45. compete in one last basketball tournament
46. debate competitively one last time
47. eat all the gelato she wants
48. eat all the dairy products she wants
49. celebrate the life that's been
50. Thank God.
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