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Wednesday, September 28, 2005 @11:19 PM

Why are there so many songs about rainbows

And what's on the other side?

Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,

And rainbows have nothing to hide.

So we've been told and some choose to believe it

I know they're wrong, wait and see.

Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,

The lovers, the dreamers and me.


Who said that every wish would be heard and answered

When wished on the morning star?

Somebody thought of that, and someone believed it,

And look what it's done so far.

What's so amazing that keeps us stargazing

And what do we think we might see?

Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,

The lovers, the dreamers, and me.


All of us under its spell,

We know that it's probably magic...


Tuesday, September 27, 2005 @7:54 PM

i want to eat cereal prawns. man i should stop eating all these high cholestrol and high carbohydrate foods. i will grow fat. actually hahah fatter. oh well.

so sleepy. have to study. hmpf. sob sob.

sidenote: pls dont baby talk to your significant other half ever. hahah i will slap you. worse still laugh at you in your face and never fail to remind you of how horendous it is to speak that way! angrie...hahahah

miche, shut up and go to bed. miche, you think too much.

miche's hitting the books, a miracle is going to happen!!!!!!

Monday, September 26, 2005 @2:16 AM

am up studying this night. going to bed in another half an hour or so. last night was a wakeful night. couldnt sleep at all. brain was actively working and yet i was strangely half conscious. i vaguely remember being awake and sitting on the bed going, shut up michelle and go to sleep. wonder if i was talking to myself or to my brain.

no i am not a geek marky. i was trying to psyche myself to bed. guess what. in addition to the words i typed in the earlier post this name has gotten into my head as well.

O Ren Ishii.

how more strange and weird can i get.

miche is somewhere in between.

Sunday, September 25, 2005 @6:15 PM

these words have been stuck in my head for the last few days. i dont know why. it got into my head and i cant get it out. wonder if God is trying to tell me something. wonder if i am supposed to tell it to someone.

if i cant trust you, then i cant trust anyone. hope you understand.

miche is off pondering these words.

Friday, September 23, 2005 @2:07 AM

this is very sick and graphic. the kind of things one human can do to another. in many instances, the person who inflicts the pain hardly feels anything.
"Former prisoners in Philippines report having had their heads repeatedly banged into the wall. Israeli soldiers held in Syria describe being suspended from the ceiling in a tire that was swung as they were beaten, or having one's gentials tied by a string to a door handle and having the string beaten."
I feel pain just reading this. Ouch.
miche's day is upsize down. haha

Wednesday, September 21, 2005 @11:31 PM

random thoughts hit me at the weirdest places and the weirdest times.
last night, i suddenly thought of how airports are such a pardoxical place. it is a place which takes your loved ones away from you and at the same time, bring them back.
today at the traffic, waiting for it to turn green it occured to me that there is no certain in life but one thing and that is death. from the moment we are born we are destined to die. such a pessimistic thought huh.

oh well. sleep. sighs. missing you.

miche is off to stare at more su doku puzzles. have fun.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005 @12:49 AM

我不喜欢“也许” 和 “有可能” 这两个字。

imagination leads to complications.

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haha lines from some drama serial i watched. went blading on sat. so rusty. hahaha oh well. got hooked. didnt get to see my teddy again cause he "abundoned" me for alex phang's dad's new restaurant opening. made me happy on friday night only so sad. oh well. yay! i want to go blading again soon.

oopsie. have to go and study for the basic theory like now.

miche is off. planning to past basic theory haha.

Friday, September 16, 2005 @1:51 AM

about me.

me...in one word: Weird
people i cherish most:
Rens, Anis, Kari, Steph, Mark, Lex - for being there all the time
Sam, Josh - for bringing me back to God

items i cherish most: Presents from friends

place i cherish most: that quiet place at the back of my mind

favourite hangout: dont hang out no more. used to be the tv room. haha now kino i guess.

favourite mall: dont like malls

favourite shop: Teddy bear shop

favourite cafe: Brekos

favourite restaurant: Sushi Tei

cuisine you'll die for: German food

movie you love: Edward Sisscorshands

song you'll sing over and over: It Must be You - Stephen Bishop

how you past most of your time: reading and stoning

ever been kissed: yes

ever dated: thrice

ever had a crush: yes

till have one: perhaps

if you could be at any place now, where: a quiet beach overseas

if you could buy something what: the biggest teddy bear, i want the one at the esplanade.

most exciting thing you've ever done: go to nz without my parents

weirdest thing that ever happened to you: started a fast food chain

strangest thing you've done: i have invisible friends, i used to pray to cookie monster too.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005 @1:39 AM

rens tried looking for me on sat. and she couldnt find me. she called the house and my mom said that she had no idea where i was or where i went. she tried calling lex but he didnt pick up. but even if he did he wont have any idea where i was. she tried calling cheryl but cheryl had no idea where i was.

there you go. if rens cant find me. nobody can. haha. how wonderful. so try looking for me then when i decide to disappear.

oh yes! marky! you are my one and only! *muackz* =) hahah

miche is off to conquer the lighthouse. cold and boring night.

Sunday, September 11, 2005 @11:49 PM

i do realise, that i live such a blessed life.
i mean i dunt worry about KATRINAS hitting choa chu kang do i?
yes.
and i do have wonderful friends at that.



today..
i had to wake up early as usual.

oh.
and i'm planning Y.A.M anniversary , with alex(from church)


church as per normal..
then went to airport sake with jake,joshie,and adriel aramis.

poor sam hadto do chinese.

amazing but true,
the bill wasnt as high as past times =)
and those silly people forgot to count in driel's ic cream, and salmon teriyaki bento.
so.
i din have to treat him after all.
free meal.


then took mrt back with adriel to tanah merah.
wanted to take bus 14..to town
i hate taking the train.
discussion about GIRLFRIENDS.




i love my life.

PROFILE
miche:highly eclectic personality:stationery junkie
loves notebooks, the smell of printed-paper and ink makers.
her first love in life is basketball.
enjoys the intellectual adrenaline of debating, the beauty of theatre and music.
loves rainy days and blue skies
an avid reader, collector of teddy bears.
wants to build an dog sanctuary.
finds solitude extremely soothing
loves writing/typing/texting in lower case.
highly interested in the theories of Fredrich Nietzsche and existentialism.
fan of German language and culture.
finds the fact that she is a cusp a unique feature of her life
God, friends, and family feature strongly in her life.
she likes referring to herself in third person, something most of her friends find freaky
has a death wish or so she thinks.

reads

YOUNG CHANGEMAKERS
NATIONAL YOUTH FORUM '06
POETRY
MUSIC
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adriel
alaric
alessa
aramis
auggie
bern
bryan
charleen
charlene
da jie
de winne
elizabeth
hye ryoung
jakee babee
jajung
jeannie
jennifer
ji hyun
john leo caines
josh
joy
j.low
kaleni
leigh-anne
mark tan
melissa
meirlin's earrings enteprise
michelle
mishelle
mi-young
paul
rae
sam
sonia
mr otaku
tae yeon
terence
valerie


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3. Human, All too Human - Friedrich Nietzsche
4. The Will to Power - Friedrich Nietzsche
5. Truth and Existence - J.P Sartre
6. Existentialism and Humanism - J.P Sartre
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Movies to Catch

1. The Queen
2. Confession of Pain (Shang Chen)
3. The Protege (Men Tu)
4. The Last Dance

BIRTHDAYS

birthday tree
the boss - 4 Jan
Elvin - 8 Jan
Gill - 10 Jan
WeiXiang - 13 Jan
Sam - 14 Jan
the grosmer - 26 Jan
Aaron - 1 Feb
Ben Yap - 2 Feb
Hiu Tung- 5 Feb
Ja Jung - 7 Feb
Josh Hoe - 8 Feb
Weilin - 13 Feb
Auyong - 20 Feb
Ting ting si - 25 Feb
Jik Han - 28 Feb
Yin - 2 March
Cheryl - 3 March
Christine - 20 March
Kenneth - 21 March
Chere - 26 March
Terence, Judith - 29 March
Meeschell - 30 March
Lex - 1 April
Mishelle - 1 April
Druggie - 7 April
Liz - 16 April
Melissa - 18 April
John Leo - 26 April
Hye Ryoung/the bunny - 30 April
Josh - 13 May
Jevan,Andre - 16 May
Kat/Siti - 20 May
Martino - 21 May
Seb/Rebecca - 22 May
Teddy - 23 May
T.K - 27 May
Aidan,Hon - 29 May
Jiajia - 31 May
fairy - 7 June
Cow - 8 June
the poh - 5 july
Char & Char - 17 July
Aramis - 21 July
Feli, Josh & Joe Nair - 28 July
Jennifer - 31 July
Paul - 7 Aug
Auggie/En Wei - 9 Aug
Mao Mao Chen - 13 Aug
Thazin - 14 Aug
Gurion - 16 Aug
Bryan, Seon Mi, Yilin - 20 Aug
Alessa - 25 Aug
Val - 3 Sept
Guy, Jac - 11 Sept
Rachel - 12 Sept
Mi-ran - 14 Sept
the tigger - 15 sept
Ji Hynn - 17 Sept
Nalli, Yint Zin - 20 Sept
Hello Kitty - 23 Sept
Leigh / Noel- 24 Sept
Celine - 25 Sept
Vicky - 26/27 Sept
Wint - 30 Sept
Ren - 1 Oct
Grace - 1 Oct
Mi-Young - 2 Oct
Sharm - 8 Oct
Marky - 10 Oct
the owl - 13 Oct
Jacob,Grace - 22 Oct
the eeyore - 23 Oct
Xiaodi - 28 Oct
Bo Lui - 30 Oct
Victoria - 4 Nov
Van - 14 Nov
Hai Ming - 19 Nov
Sun Min - 26 Nov
Zin Mee - 28 Nov
J Low - 29 Nov
Joy - 5 Dec
Nian Ting - 7 Dec
Luke - 27 Dec
Andy gom/Jhi Sheng - 31 Dec

50 things before miche dies

1. tell all the people she loves, that she loves them dearly.
2. send a personalised note/letter/gift to all her good friends and people who have touched her life, telling them how important they are and how they have made her life worthwhile.
3. spend a quiet but meaningful evening with her parents.
4. spend a quiet but meaningful evening with her god-family.
5. save a stray dog or two.
6. travel to prague.
7. give my teddy bears away.
8. try to write a decent poem or short story.
9. pay attention in class for once.
10. learn to forgive herself and those who have perhaps done her wrong.
11. drive to thailand.
12. walk down orchard road dressed in pink and purple only.
13. picnic by the beach
14. finish reading "dreams of the red chamber" in chinese
15. get the giant teddy bear i always wanted.
16. perform one last time
17. buy a dress / skirt
18. watch a cheesy, tacky, gawdy comedy - BRUNO or TROPIC THUNDER
19. pat a snake
20. throw a party on a bus
21. sky dive and bungee jump
22. walk all around singapore - halfway there
23. eat nothing but vegetables for a week - kinda stop eating
24. burn all her photos, diaries and letters. delete this blog.
25. cry with all her might
26. be happy and try to stay happy till the end
27. be amazed by the simple things in life
28. sleep at least 8 hours per day and not more than 10 for a week
29. write a letter to johnny depp
30. plant something
31. be a organ donor, give whatever can still be used. (not my liver though, too much alcohol in it)
32. get blind drunk, like seriously blind drunk
33. draw/paint/compose a last picture
34. she hates taking pictures, but yeah, take a picture with all her loved ones.
35. be totally ladylike for a whole day. (i.e. dont swear, curse or be mean)
36. cycle to changi and back.
37. attend church everyday
38. take all the bus services available in singapore
39. get 2 tattoos
40. buy cup noodles and eat them by the roadside. well i ate by the beach, doesnt count right
41. colour her hair in multi-hues
42. draw up a will
43. climb a tree
44. remember to smile.
45. compete in one last basketball tournament
46. debate competitively one last time
47. eat all the gelato she wants
48. eat all the dairy products she wants
49. celebrate the life that's been
50. Thank God.
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