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Friday, February 23, 2007 @1:27 AM

there is this weird tender sensation on the upper most tip of my left toe. it feels strange, very tender when i touch it, or when it rub it against something. it feels as if it has been cooked haha oh well.

A.L's dad invited me to join him on his cycling trips after i cycled to A.L's place the other night. he is forever springing such erm surprises at me. from the time in which he sat me down and explained the new product his company is manufacturing to the time he lamented about the amount of money spent, to a hundred and one things. but i find him amusing haha, he is a nice dad lah, kinda over enthu at times but a nice one at that.

i wanna get a new ipod video, but i need the cash to do so. so i am still waiting for the pay to come in before i can get anything. so yup, haha excitement over being able to watch whose line is it anyway on my ipod. excitement.

ANNOUNCEMENT: to the following people
John Leo Caines
Paul Chu
Bryan Chan
Andre Kua
Alessa Pang
Valerie Goh
Jonathan Auyong
Samuel Chan
Augustine Chiam
Joshua Hoe
Joshua Hiew
Rebecca
Weilin
Feng Yao
Kenneth
Shang
Chere
Suhas
Nalli
Sheryl
Mark
Junyi
Amoz
Lee Mey
Kaleni
David

Okay, basically the DEP 04 kids that i taught and somemore who fell into the whole group, please please see if you are free for a small gathering on 3 march 2007, evening at Sam Cheam's place.

Let me know yeah, you know my handphone number. =)

miche needs to start writing her paper.

Thursday, February 22, 2007 @12:39 AM

why embarrass yourself on national television, because you really look and sound terrible. your grammar needs major revision and improvement, your etiquette needs to be less like a monkey or gorilla jumping around agitatedly, stop looking so smug about yourself when there is nothing to be smug about. because seriously, you look ridiculous on national television and if you think that is something you want to be proud about, then i really think there is something not quite sane about you.


miche is really tired and sleepy but there are still books to read and work to do and an ipod to buy.

Saturday, February 17, 2007 @9:50 PM

scene: miche standing on the concrete walkway between AS 5 and AS 7. She is on her way to the computer lab at AS 7. Her phone vibrates, she looks at the screen, it is Luke calling her. Picks up the call and speaks into her phone.

In front of miche is a grass patch. On it, a mynah is lying sideways, staring up into the sky with its beak and eyes wide open. For a moment, miche thought that the poor bird was dying, in the hot scorching sun no less.

miche: hello, luku. are you done?

luke: yeah, where are you?

miche: i am somewhere between AS 5 and AS 7, so how? are we doing lunch? renee will be done by one.

luke: okay, i dont mind, but what are we going to do from now till one?

miche: erm, i dont know and there is this weird bird lying in front me. i think it is either dying or pretending to die.

while miche is chatting with luke on the phone, the mynah who was lying on its side with its beak and eyes wide open, stand up and arranges its feathers, take a few steps to another section of the grass patch and proceeds to lie down again on its side with its beak and eyes wide open. miche can't help but to notice this weird bird. the mynah does this a few times, each time standing up and re-arranging its feathers and taking a few steps to a new position on the grass patch.

miche: erm okay, the bird just moved. it keeps doing the same thing again and again. i dont know what's up with it.

luke: haha, maybe the bird is sun tanning, or maybe it is self-entertaining itself.

miche: oh well, where shall i meet you?

luke: erm, locker land.

miche: okay. wait for me there. see ya in a bit.

as miche hangs up the call with luke, the bird moves. it stands up and arranges its feathers again, apparently going to repeat its motion again. but this time, it hops to the shade part of the grass patch and perches there. staring into the white wall in front of it. after a few moments, it walks out from the shade and proceeds to lie on its side again.

it is really a weird bird miche saw that morning. meir says that it is happy and luke thinks that it is entertaining itself. miche thinks that the bird was just lazy hoping that some bug will fly into its beak and not have to hunt for lunch.

miche wishes everyone a Happy Lunar New Year. have fun collecting money.

Friday, February 16, 2007 @12:16 AM

miche wonders why, that many "bloggers" out there attempt to be political bloggers or social commentors. like you know, blog about some little thing that happens in their lives and then forever tries to draw some relation or parallel between that occurrance and society or systems or ideology etc etc. miche knows that while not everyone does that, there is a significant number who do.

people who are whiter than white.

i heard this phase some two months ago. and my first reaction was like, erm what do you mean whiter than white? hahaha then the person explained. whiter than white, people who try to appear to be more patriotic, loving and supportive of the government than the government itself.

so i wonder if these people are one of those who are whiter than white. i know of people who get offended at comments passed by mr brown (like come on, loosen up and have a sense of humour), or kick up a big fuss over the "got pork: video on youtube and mass email like everyone to campaign against the video because it will cause racial strife in our community. or blog about how people who leave the country are terrible because they dont want to help this nation. i mean, like erm yeah.

i find it kinda tasteless and pretentious if one gets overtly caught up in wanting to appear to be uber supportive, uber loving of the nation.

miche is really tired. haha. moving the office was fun. =)

@12:11 AM

i dont want and i dont need friendships which are non-existent. i dont appreciate being remembered only in times of need and wants. i dont appreciate being humoured for the sake of humouring me or patronised for the sake of not wanting to incur my wrath.

i can play games as well as any one of you, it is just a matter of whether i want to play those games. dont use and abuse my trust in you. really. dont use and abuse my trust in you, because one day will come when you realise that you chose the wrong person and the wrong game to play with.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007 @11:50 PM

my ipod zenon junior was declared dead last night at cineleisure ishop. i was devastated, cause i have no music to accompany me. urgh. and i am feeling annoyed because two sundays ago my mum and i went shopping for new year clothes and this batik print tube dress caught my eye. she refused to get it for me and told me that she will get it on friday when she was out with my dad. she didnt go last friday and only went today and guess what the dress is now defected and it is a one of a kind dress meaning that there is only one piece. so since it is defected even if i wanted it, the store wont sell it to me. so i am annoyed because she could have let me buy it that day instead of waiting till now only to have the dress be spoilt. what annoys me even more is the fact that she was the one who insisted that i get a dress and i rather i get a dress that i can use for both formal and informal occasions rather than a dress which i cant use for formal occassions because it means that i wont be wearing it beyond new year, because dresses are kinda impractical for the work that i do since i travel all the time and everywhere. and if the dress can be used for a formal occassion that at least i will utilise it. but nooooo. it was a unique dress and for once i actually like the dress, the way it looked on me and it isnt black or dark blue. so i am annoyed.

miche feels fat, fatter than she already is, time to lose the weight man. annoyed.

Sunday, February 11, 2007 @11:55 PM

hehe. i actually had quite a bit of things to write over the weekend but by the time i actually go down to logging into blogger i kinda forgot all the various things i wanted to blog about. haha. oh well.

anyway, my first article for youth.sg is up. i am kinda of excited haha but i find myself a little silly. been so swamped by readings i feel that i need a breather but then again. hahah let's see how. okay. i better log off and try to get some reading done before i head for the bed. nights!

miche says good nights.

Friday, February 09, 2007 @12:18 AM

my ipod died. like it just died on me on the way to school on tuesday morning. and now i have no music to listen to when i am travellling around the whole of singapore which happens on a daily basis. how can my ipod die? i have been so nice to it. and it died. oh well.

one of miche's greatest pet peeves is when people nag her about eating. my parents have no qualms about waking me up when i am dead tired to ask me if i have eat my dinner (which was last night's by the way) or why i didnt eat my dinner. i get irritated when people tell me that i should eat when i am not hungry. it somehow annoys me. i dont think i look anorexic right and i am sure that i appear to be someone who is able to take care of myself, despite my bouts of randomness and seemingly self-destructive depressions. i dont think that anything or person in the world is worth killing myself over, although somethings and some people do make me feel murderous. so yeah.

what is up man, with asking me to eat all the time. I really do think that i dont need the excess weight, since i already have quite a bit.

miche wishes all the secondary fours kids best of luck for your results later today. =)

Friday, February 02, 2007 @2:14 AM

i am a little bo liao sometimes. haha

but woah-ho! the resource guide is taking shape. heh heh. anyway i randomly decided to post my currently playlist.

simply here
it ends tonight - (the all american rejects)
walk away - (kelly clarkson)
halo - (haley james scott)
when the stars go blue- (tyler hilton and brettany joy lenz)
here with me - (dido)
here without you - (3 doors down)

hahah. dont ask me why the last two songs sound alike in their titles. purely coincidental.

miche keeps seeing photobucket's exceeded bandwidth thing at the side of the screen it is irritating the hell of her. bleah good nights.

damn it. miche is missing you again. out out damn [thought]! urgh.

Thursday, February 01, 2007 @4:17 PM

found a way to annoy my OnO when he is finally teaching the woman in white.

"Sir, why is she the woman in white? why doesnt she wear any other colours? is it because she is supporter of PAP?"

luke and meir says that mark will never speak to me ever again in my entire life if i did that to him. hahah i find it hilarious. hurhurhur.

didnt understand class today. was totally lost. like it all went over my head. phew!

"but what if the mumps doesnt understand chinese? can you write Tiger instead?"
- what the eight year old miche asked her dad when she was down with mumps in primary two. it was meant to be cheeky cause she didnt believe that writing the chinese character "hu" on her cheeks actually made the mumps go away.

PROFILE
miche:highly eclectic personality:stationery junkie
loves notebooks, the smell of printed-paper and ink makers.
her first love in life is basketball.
enjoys the intellectual adrenaline of debating, the beauty of theatre and music.
loves rainy days and blue skies
an avid reader, collector of teddy bears.
wants to build an dog sanctuary.
finds solitude extremely soothing
loves writing/typing/texting in lower case.
highly interested in the theories of Fredrich Nietzsche and existentialism.
fan of German language and culture.
finds the fact that she is a cusp a unique feature of her life
God, friends, and family feature strongly in her life.
she likes referring to herself in third person, something most of her friends find freaky
has a death wish or so she thinks.

reads

YOUNG CHANGEMAKERS
NATIONAL YOUTH FORUM '06
POETRY
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adriel
alaric
alessa
aramis
auggie
bern
bryan
charleen
charlene
da jie
de winne
elizabeth
hye ryoung
jakee babee
jajung
jeannie
jennifer
ji hyun
john leo caines
josh
joy
j.low
kaleni
leigh-anne
mark tan
melissa
meirlin's earrings enteprise
michelle
mishelle
mi-young
paul
rae
sam
sonia
mr otaku
tae yeon
terence
valerie


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Book List

1. 9/11 Commission Authorized Report
2. The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
3. Human, All too Human - Friedrich Nietzsche
4. The Will to Power - Friedrich Nietzsche
5. Truth and Existence - J.P Sartre
6. Existentialism and Humanism - J.P Sartre
7. Fragile Things - Neil Gaiman
8. For One More Day - Mitch Albom
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10. lullabies for little criminals - heather o'neill
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Movies to Catch

1. The Queen
2. Confession of Pain (Shang Chen)
3. The Protege (Men Tu)
4. The Last Dance

BIRTHDAYS

birthday tree
the boss - 4 Jan
Elvin - 8 Jan
Gill - 10 Jan
WeiXiang - 13 Jan
Sam - 14 Jan
the grosmer - 26 Jan
Aaron - 1 Feb
Ben Yap - 2 Feb
Hiu Tung- 5 Feb
Ja Jung - 7 Feb
Josh Hoe - 8 Feb
Weilin - 13 Feb
Auyong - 20 Feb
Ting ting si - 25 Feb
Jik Han - 28 Feb
Yin - 2 March
Cheryl - 3 March
Christine - 20 March
Kenneth - 21 March
Chere - 26 March
Terence, Judith - 29 March
Meeschell - 30 March
Lex - 1 April
Mishelle - 1 April
Druggie - 7 April
Liz - 16 April
Melissa - 18 April
John Leo - 26 April
Hye Ryoung/the bunny - 30 April
Josh - 13 May
Jevan,Andre - 16 May
Kat/Siti - 20 May
Martino - 21 May
Seb/Rebecca - 22 May
Teddy - 23 May
T.K - 27 May
Aidan,Hon - 29 May
Jiajia - 31 May
fairy - 7 June
Cow - 8 June
the poh - 5 july
Char & Char - 17 July
Aramis - 21 July
Feli, Josh & Joe Nair - 28 July
Jennifer - 31 July
Paul - 7 Aug
Auggie/En Wei - 9 Aug
Mao Mao Chen - 13 Aug
Thazin - 14 Aug
Gurion - 16 Aug
Bryan, Seon Mi, Yilin - 20 Aug
Alessa - 25 Aug
Val - 3 Sept
Guy, Jac - 11 Sept
Rachel - 12 Sept
Mi-ran - 14 Sept
the tigger - 15 sept
Ji Hynn - 17 Sept
Nalli, Yint Zin - 20 Sept
Hello Kitty - 23 Sept
Leigh / Noel- 24 Sept
Celine - 25 Sept
Vicky - 26/27 Sept
Wint - 30 Sept
Ren - 1 Oct
Grace - 1 Oct
Mi-Young - 2 Oct
Sharm - 8 Oct
Marky - 10 Oct
the owl - 13 Oct
Jacob,Grace - 22 Oct
the eeyore - 23 Oct
Xiaodi - 28 Oct
Bo Lui - 30 Oct
Victoria - 4 Nov
Van - 14 Nov
Hai Ming - 19 Nov
Sun Min - 26 Nov
Zin Mee - 28 Nov
J Low - 29 Nov
Joy - 5 Dec
Nian Ting - 7 Dec
Luke - 27 Dec
Andy gom/Jhi Sheng - 31 Dec

50 things before miche dies

1. tell all the people she loves, that she loves them dearly.
2. send a personalised note/letter/gift to all her good friends and people who have touched her life, telling them how important they are and how they have made her life worthwhile.
3. spend a quiet but meaningful evening with her parents.
4. spend a quiet but meaningful evening with her god-family.
5. save a stray dog or two.
6. travel to prague.
7. give my teddy bears away.
8. try to write a decent poem or short story.
9. pay attention in class for once.
10. learn to forgive herself and those who have perhaps done her wrong.
11. drive to thailand.
12. walk down orchard road dressed in pink and purple only.
13. picnic by the beach
14. finish reading "dreams of the red chamber" in chinese
15. get the giant teddy bear i always wanted.
16. perform one last time
17. buy a dress / skirt
18. watch a cheesy, tacky, gawdy comedy - BRUNO or TROPIC THUNDER
19. pat a snake
20. throw a party on a bus
21. sky dive and bungee jump
22. walk all around singapore - halfway there
23. eat nothing but vegetables for a week - kinda stop eating
24. burn all her photos, diaries and letters. delete this blog.
25. cry with all her might
26. be happy and try to stay happy till the end
27. be amazed by the simple things in life
28. sleep at least 8 hours per day and not more than 10 for a week
29. write a letter to johnny depp
30. plant something
31. be a organ donor, give whatever can still be used. (not my liver though, too much alcohol in it)
32. get blind drunk, like seriously blind drunk
33. draw/paint/compose a last picture
34. she hates taking pictures, but yeah, take a picture with all her loved ones.
35. be totally ladylike for a whole day. (i.e. dont swear, curse or be mean)
36. cycle to changi and back.
37. attend church everyday
38. take all the bus services available in singapore
39. get 2 tattoos
40. buy cup noodles and eat them by the roadside. well i ate by the beach, doesnt count right
41. colour her hair in multi-hues
42. draw up a will
43. climb a tree
44. remember to smile.
45. compete in one last basketball tournament
46. debate competitively one last time
47. eat all the gelato she wants
48. eat all the dairy products she wants
49. celebrate the life that's been
50. Thank God.
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