Monday, September 20, 2004 @11:23 PM
was at kaiz's wedding last night. he like finally got married. but then again, a hundred and one people got married this year. My best friend in Primary school (married at nineteen?!?!?!?!?! ), naz, mark gab, kaiz, ben is next and after that wen. this is so exciting huh? hahaha oh well.
had six glasses of red wine. was sober. walked home from the bus stop on my own. a pilot dropped me off hahaha. oh well. anyway, there was the usual invitations to recommend guys to me.
'eh mich, we know you are in nus, and we know how sad the guys there are and you are majoring in lit isnt it worse man. so how, there are many lawyers here you know..."
'eh kaiz ah, today's your wedding leh. and kaiz ah i am erm only 20 lor'
'oh yeah, you are only 20!'
i hate this kind of conversation. hahaha as usual. if i count the number of people who insist that i am older than twenty and make each of them pay me 10 bucks i could have bought my ipod now. hmpf. the 40 gb one somemore man. hmpf. oh well...this is so so sad lah and i was laughed at the whole night cos i was in skirt and i was in heels (which gave me blisters and now the little toe is swollen ) and i was waearing the pretty earrings that char neo gave me on finals. so yeah as usual i was laughed at. man i really hate this lah.
hahah...anyway, i am off. bleah not really in the mood to blog lah... i want to change my song. hahaha enough of happy endings yeah.
Thursday, September 16, 2004 @1:13 AM
walked adrian home just now...hehe after we bought a smoothie and a baked potato from brekos...all the way down sixth ave. we talked. abt a lot of things.
you know i am feeling unsafe and insecure these days. not insecure as in emotionally but a gut instinct kind of insecure. i have a sense that something is going to happen like soon and it aint going to be nice. freaky things have been happening to me in my room these couple of weeks. Last week, one night i couldnt sleep cos everytime i went into slumber, i felt/heard someone calling me and waking me up. and i remember having this surreal feeling that there was someone/something in my room looking at me while i slept and i kept praying.
then last wed, i fell asleep on my bed with my notes and pencil box strewn over me. the blanket was at my knees. when i woke up at 7 the next morning, my notes, books and stationery were packed neatly on my table and the overbed light i have was switched off. i distinctively remember that i didnt switch it off and i fell asleep clutching my notes across my chest.
this is just freaky in addition to the various deja vus i have been getting.
just some omninous feeling that i keep getting and i am extremely suspicious now. abt things. this aint good. i dont like it.
anyway, i am off to bed now.
nitey nites.
Sunday, September 12, 2004 @9:50 PM
i am so tired and busy that i could drop dead like NOW. hehe...anyway, ended up studying in Nalli's room last night bleah.
hey you guys, cheer up kay, dont think so much abt it. and dont bottle everything up, rem miche's phone is always on so just call yeah if you need someone to hear you! hugs to all of you!
Tuesday, September 07, 2004 @11:51 PM
For the first time in my life, i "met" three GUYS who had the ability to talk non-stop as if the ENTIRE LECTURE THEATRE only had the THREE OF THEM. three idiots sat behind me today and kept talking throughout marketing lecture. for TWO WHOLE HOURS they just kept talking and talking and talking. LIKE I OR ANY ONE IN THE ENTIRE LECTURE THEATRE gives a hoot abt their grades. they had to comment on everything and i mean everything in the world! what is wrong with them!!!!
never mind, i finally muster up my courage to skip NATION BUILDING in SINGAPORE. man i have so many tests next week it aint funny. it really aint funny...sighs....
so me and ren decide to go and hibernate in the Central Lib. actually not me, ren claims that she almost turned in to a wolly mammoth. of course i proceeded to tell her that erm it is not that possible given her side and the wolly mammoth's size. and she kept laughing and of course she wanted to give me a BITCH SLAP hahahah oh well. (the joke carried on even after her Jap lecture and we were at the bus stop.)
while taking a break and a chance for her to thaw at the DECK (NUS's canteens have these weird names that are really lame and duh, but somehow people think it is funky: Arts Canteen "The DECK", Law/ Biz Fac: "The TERRACE", Engin/Arch: "The TECHNOEDGE" & Science: "The FRONTIER". anyway at the deck as we sat and "chill" hahah (for ren it is warm) for a while, we overhead this conversation. No we werent evasdropping that guy was just way too loud for his own good man. this is what we heard:
"Eh try it on your neighbour lah" some inaudible reply and seconds later "HUMPING is damn FUN!"
We burst out in laughter cos it was just damn wrong! (I was aptly reminded of my EN2111 lecturer who is very nice but funny. Last thurs, while discussing abt the book
"Things Fall Apart", this was what he said "The gun can be seen as a symbol of manhood, so erm, the scene where the gun
misfires can be intepretated erm...as...erm....his
manhood exploding" moments later "and erm this erm can be seen as a
falic metaphor" and all this time he was looking up at the ceiling. and this was after the numerous mentions of "intercourse" and erm
"repression" he is a very nice person but i just cant help but to laugh at him sometimes.
i have come to the conclusion that NUS is DAMN ELITIST LAH. the LAW STUDENTS GET SO MUCH BETTER LIB FACILITIES...yeah that there dont have as many photocopiers as us, but still theirs are much better and their books are much nicer. DAMN DAMN DAMN AND THEY HAVE MORE COMFY CUSHIONS AND SOFAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn these people. curse you to death and hope you dont get a job! haahah i am so vindicative and vicious. hahaha oh well.
i am very intrigue by this sex/gender thing: this is what i have decided upon after weeks of ponderation
Miche's Sex: FEMALE (biological dont think i can ever change it)
Miche's Gender: MALE (i can control this) hahaha
anyway, i am getting sleepy eyes....and i still need to study.....i must learn to discipline myself for the first time in 20 years. damn the freaking dean's list and damn the freaking 4.5. screw it lah. damn the freaking honours.
URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
miche is stoned out of her brains. i crave for intellectual thoughts..........................................
Saturday, September 04, 2004 @1:36 PM
Happy Birthday Val!
i am so terrible man.i forgot aleesa, remembered janan's wrongly, didnt know it was bryan's birthday and now val's. erm sorry bleah.....
anyway, the NYF essay is driving me nuts. i cant seem to write it out properly. so here i am grumbling about it. bleah, shall write it after DEP so i can email both to aaron. grins.
watch bourne supremacy with adrian and ren yesterday, the women sitting next to all of us, were all eating smelly food. it was gross man. but oh well....heh heh....pilates tmrw quite looking forward to it. hehe....mich is going off to write her stuff now.
tah-tah!
