@2:27 AM
one of my fave songs....
"Taking Over Me"
you don't remember me but i remember you
i lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
but who can decide what they dream?
and dream i do...
i believe in you
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me
have you forgotten all i know
and all we had?
you saw me mourning my love for you
and touched my hand
i knew you loved me then
i believe in you
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me
i look in the mirror and see your face
if i look deep enough
so many things inside that are just like you are taking over
i believe in you
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me
i believe in you
i'll give up everything just to find you
i have to be with you to live to breathe
you're taking over me
Taking over me
Your Taking Over Me
Taking over me
Taking over me
@12:06 AM
FINALLY and i mean FINALLY, i am liberated. hahah from exams and THREE WHOLE MONTHS without NUS!!!! this is heaven man....hahah.....
ah-hem, let me enter debater mode:
L/G, before i begin today, please allow me to thank some of the main people in today's blog. They are:
1) All you funky, happening, rocking and FABULOUS IJ Girls!!!! IJ Power
for being there for me and supporting me the whole time in the competition, i love you too! and you are the greatest girls' team i ever known!!!!! and be sure that i will be there on Friday for you gals and i will clap my head off!!!!
2) Madam, Mich and Aaron, for encouraging me and helping along all the time.
3) Dunman High (Mel, Meat, Gayle, Scott, Christaine, Julie) and Renee, for being so understanding, patient and caring. Sorry that i could not spent the time that you guys deserved.
3) The Barker Prefects, Drama Boys, Teachers and all their parents who came and gave the boys the support!
and Lastly and most importantly,
4) The silly, ugly, fat, stupid, lame and corny debaters from ACS (Barker Road) hahaha......you know i love you and you guys were the stars of the night....damn, too many best speakers why did you have to do so well, now i have a tough job to keep for next year.....hahahah anyway i still love you guys.
Having dealt with that, MOH, allow me to proceed to my blog proper:
Friday was unbelievable. really unbelievable....i arrived at AC at one thirty and the boys were there. sent them for lunch and then we sat in the studio, looking through the case again and again, running through the rebuttals and going through what we need to do if situation A, B, or C arose. then came four o'clock, we trooped down to lt 4 and check to check the space and equipment. At 5, they said they wanted to have our team prayer before the rest of the people started turning up and so we had our First team prayer and they all sat there quietly waiting for 6pm to arrive. then at 5.45, they were figeting in their seats, grabbing each other, and look really worried and so they asked meekly "Mich, can we have another team prayer?" and so we prayed again, it was good and calming, but then i had to pep talk them again. oh then someone decided that they wanted a flag and they want the flag on the table and on the stage, SO I HAD TO CALL AND ASK AROUND IF THERE WERE FLAGS FOR US TO USE. then they went on. it wasnt a bad debate, but it wasnt their best debate. and we all know it. but what the heck right in retrospective.
so we finish the debate (along with some really weird stuff in between, my God, I love hon!!!!) and we had to endure the B div debate and later on, the presentations and everything else.
So came, top 20. they changed it this year, they announced top 15 of each division and then the quarter finalists and semi finalists. so when the last of the top 15 was announced, the boys were clapping like mad. they were grabbing each other and shaking their heads in disbelief.....then came, 5th.....4th......they were going to faint....i swear on my life they were.....Hon was Third, Jevan was second....
(aside: Mel was 13th and Gayle was 4th! yo go girls!!!! you guys are great as well!!!! swelll man!!!!)
then Aaron came on stage to give the debrief, it was so untelling......heh heh.....and mark gave the verdict, we went MAD!!!! really MAD!!!!!, then they turned and asked, you sure he didnt read out the wrong name?
Throughout dinner, they looked at the trophies and asked again and again, you sure we won? i think the truth did not set into us as yet at that point of time. and you know what part of me still cant believe that we have actually won.
Cos i was looking at the plaque that night and i realised that all the champions, were people who i have lost to in the semi-finals. i really have to thank the boys who in a way realised what i always wanted a championship team, cos i have never been really part of a championship team (No, as spar captain, 2001 did not really count =)). i have never been in a finals before and now i am really glad that they achieved what they wanted so much. thank you thank you.
BUT, but, it would never have been possible without all of you out there who keep telling me to hang on and have faith, who gave me all the help and support i needed throughout the season and in my exams. I love all of you!!!!!! I really do!!!
and come FRIDAY, and NEXT sunday night I shall write about how power IJ is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thus, MOH we can concluded that debate is truly a great sport and a wonderful place where you make the best friends.
Hence, i implore you L/G to go with the side that gives you the best experiences in life (damn this sounds lame)
Thursday, April 22, 2004 @1:07 AM
i hate emma....but she is the least terrible book to read...actually i like joseph andrews even more....heh....actually i just feel like typing and i am waiting to take my bath....urgh brother is in there....and he is taking a long time.....i want to bathe....Bathe, BAthe, BAThe, BATHe, BATHE!!! hahaha......oh well...have to start studyling later....again. groans what to do my daylight hours are taken up by the possessive boys...hahahah......anyway..... hello all you people!!!!
Monday, April 19, 2004 @11:49 PM
THREE DOWN & ONE MORE TO GO!!!!!
YEAH YEAH YEAH! i am so happy, three papers are done and i have only one more, ONE MORE to the end of the exams of this semster and i shall be free! FREE FREE FREE!!! okay okay i cant control my happiness....hehe....
anyway, i only have to read the books and i have to study for my silly last lit paper and yes to see the boys and then it is freedom and holidays for three months and i am going to learn how to drive. then i shall drive all of you around, oh char...i just remember that we were supposed to go and buy your sports shoes....oh no....hahahah oh well.....
urgh, i have to meet the boys tmrw at 530 cos they have learning journeys to go for. sighs, so duh right but they are exicted about night training....weird boys. i am watching friends at the moment and i downloaded new characters for icy towers.
anyway, today was quite a slacker day, i basically did nothing but sleep, woke up took the exam and ate crabs. i really shouldnt cos i always end up getting rashes but I LOVE black pepper crab....i absolutely love black pepper crab....*grinz* heheh....
i am so elated now. but i have to start reading Emma later cos only have four days left....such freaking hot weather....*grumble*
anyway, i am have to see all of you here!!! *muackz* i love you all!!!
@1:56 AM
i am so so so dead, have not finished studying at all. have not even finished the web cast lectures much more the readings that i am supposed to do. and i cant sleep now, which is a good time i supposed.....urgh.. oh wells. .... haha haha....met the boys just now...these kids are so transparent that you can die man. anyway, after they left i decided to stay there and try to finish at least one webcast lecture and not bad i finished two!!!! hahaha anyway i still have two and a half more to do....*gulps, eyes wide open* i need coke!!! hahaha =) oh well.....i guess i shall write more when i am bored later....hehe
Sunday, April 18, 2004 @3:07 AM
hahah...i decided to change my blog's look. i got bored of the green one. anyway, i am supposed to be studying but i barely read anything today and i am actually supposed to be in bed at this time, i intend to wake up five hours later....so wells i am such a terrible child. got to do the webcast lectures...hahah
anyway, i stayed at home the whole day. got the latest motion, it is okay, nothing too hard although i expected something on globalisation...hahah....oh wells...
Thanks char, for the congratulations, you guys were great too! hugs, i will always believe that you are!!! =)
