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Wednesday, June 29, 2005 @11:51 PM

ha. i dragged my friends all the way down to paragon to buy my chocolates! using up all my chocomania tickets hee hee...asked them what they wanted but they all told me to get what i wanted to eat. i was like er...but i cant eat chocolates? haha oh well. i do miss having them around though. but sighs all are studying so hard for their exams. hah the other one. heh always giving tuition. giving souls haha. oh well. sleepy have to be awake early for a long while soon.=P

@12:22 AM













What You Really Think Of Your Friends



Cow is your soulmate.
You truly love Joshie.
You consider Char Low! your true friend.
You know that Terence is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Renee for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Nalli is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Alex is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Sam Cheam is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Sam Cheam changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Roger is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Roger has a hidden internet romance.



What Do You Think of Your Friends?










You Are a Hunter Soul





You are driven and ambitious - totally self motiviated to succeed
Actively working to acheive what you want, you are skillful in many areas.
You are a natural predator with strong instincts ... and more than a little demanding.
You are creative, energetic, and an extremely powerful force.

An outdoors person, you like animals and relate to them better than people.
You tend to have an explosive personality, but also a good sense of humor.
People sometimes see you as arrogant or a know it all.
You tend to be a bit of a loner, though you hate to be alone.

Souls you are most compatible with: Seeker Soul and Peacemaker Soul



What Kind of Soul Are You?

@12:11 AM

hahah couldnt figure out how to revert back to the old font size and colour. decided to change the blog skin while i try to figure it out very very slowly. attachment is starting soon. 0_o bleah. no fun oh well. haha.

Monday, June 27, 2005 @9:14 PM

here i am at sam's house trying to teach 0053 B-17 a.k.a the boy formerly known as joshie. it is a terrible thing trying to get work done with the two of them around. sam is refusing to do his work and reading his silly graphic comic book again

how cool huh. silly boys. silly sam (alliteration) he keeps insulting me non - stop. he is terrible. i often wonder why i am still friends with them. someone give me an answer.sam just called me insane.

went drinking with rae, shu leon, jayne, michwong and madam on friday night. hahah went from lazy lizard at sixth ave to jayne's place and then to one nite stand at clarke quay (sam was msging me half the time while we were drinking and dancing haha.) met wai chong my friend from eye for a guy one, remember charleen and leigh?)i had hahah two shots, one mango magerita, one lemon magerita and two pints of hoegarden. hahah so rather tired fell asleep at jayne's place. hahah left only at three the next day. haha met lindis and kas for tuition. went for dinner with lex who finally came back (thanks for the koala) and sharm. play monopoly till 12 plus hahah. came home only at one plus two. was so tired didnt go to church on sunday. felt quite bad. oh well but that means that i didnt have to see 0053 B-17 and silly sam yes ADRIEL as well. haha

was awake at 0530 today. dont ask why. ahah just dont. still trying to teach 0053 B-17. he is gone. locked away. dismissed.

miche is going mad. i need john.

Friday, June 24, 2005 @1:28 AM

Upon the request of Al, haha here is the account of our sentosa trip post dated 12 June



New things i learn everytime i go to sentosa:


the first time there last year, we discovered auyong's cute butt and joshie's secret desire to have breasts as well as auyong's secret jealousy of ter's hot bod.


the second time, al,sam, mee and i were there haha we found out how much alike sham was to auyong with her island tsunami antics.


this time ha. it was even more exciting huh, so here are the things that one can learn on a sentosa trip:

(1)Sham doesnt sail on water, she sails on sand


(2)asking a girl for her number and telling her it is part of a game is rather cliched, worse still you ask her friends who went to the washrooms for their numbers using the same excuse


(3)dont approach a group of girls (esp debaters) and ask them if they would like to sit down and talk talk with you


(4) even worse, since you have been identified as the dude at macdonald's who constantly tried to get haha Al's number. or rather her friend


(5) having your surf shorts at your butt crack level isnt really the most decent thing to do. in fact, sham had to ask the lifeguard if it was legal to flash one's butt crack. but i like the guy's answer! haha Most cool people do it what.


(6) oh, please there are children around, dont hug your boyfriend and bob up and down while doing that it looks wrong. and please dont french kiss your girlfriend and wink at the people next to you! really there are children around.


(7) dogs really do swim better than man. proven more than once.


(8) sham is afraid of jelly fish.she also drowned val when we screamed JELLYFISH!


(9) when al goes, OMG is that a fish! dont believe her.


(10) oh yes, if val tells you she is fat. please slapped her. and if al says so too, slap her too. hahah they are NOT FAT. trust me hah. i would know.



hee, hope you guys had fun at sentosa. i had training hahah. oh well.

Monday, June 20, 2005 @6:31 PM

really passerby. neither my friends or i really care abt what you think, cos we believe in the freedom of expression and thought. but really if you dont have anything substantial to inform or educate us, then pls dont. we will greatly appreciate. and yes, we will greatly appreciate and applaud the courage to identify yourself. annoymity is cowardly as a good friend of mine will testify. so there.



with all sincerity and blessings from the Barker Boys and IJ Girls as well as my friends who visit this blog and me, have a great remaining June Holidays. We await your response.



cheers. oh dont be mistaken i am not annoyed. i just feel sad. not for myself. my friends, agree dont you? and yes, i dont own anyone of these people you have mentioned so they arent really MINE as you claimed. they are individuals with minds of their own. why didn't you tell them that it was a 'GOOD' performance then at RMUN when the rest are around? hmmm wonder why, i do.

Friday, June 10, 2005 @1:13 AM

join the dark side the next time val. hahah you have more fun and money =) hahah


saw a TROOP of monkeys today while waiting for the bus. it was rather hilarious. and oh some stupid lizard fell on me just now. freak me out so much.


happiness. i get to read without having to study for lit. monday i felt kinda insulted. met a friend of a friend who came back from uni overseas. i got a look when i mentioned that i am studying lit at nus. as if i am beneath him. bleah


oh well,like in the world i care. haha


back to reading. my little blissful world of words and illusions. but they are never enough.



miche sagt aufwiedersehen. ich liebe meine buche! =)

Wednesday, June 08, 2005 @10:34 PM

happy birthday cow! shall buy you lots of grass one day..for you to gaze on. sorry been busy the whole day...shall make it up to you soon kay! -hugs-




lots of love,
miche

Tuesday, June 07, 2005 @12:46 AM

Monopoly Original Star Wars Trilogy


the dark side = sam, me, sean and al

the white side = cow, sham, val, john


hahah, guess what the dark side won, by a landside. it was hilarious we played monopoly at sam's place till we couldnt remember the time. we or rather i, videoed the last 45 minutes or so of us playing the game...


some really hilarious things were said as the alliance of sam, sean and me hahaha won 7000 over empire credits. cow asked us to waive the rent they owed us saying that it is charity. funny huh coming from cow! haha val in desperation sold us the DARK SIDE as they keep calling us *cos hilariously we were all wearing black whule they were all wearing white, cow was in light blue* hahaha sham hid under the table. hahah all of this were caught on film! incriminating evidence hahah...quote of the day...well it wasnt in black and white! cow's anwswer:black and white? we have it in colour! sam's reponse: well, you see professionals and adults use black and white, but children now, they use colour. (overheard)sean change it to black and white mode now! hahah


great afternoon of fun i say. great afternoon of fun!



happy birthday lee mey fairy =)


Oh I, I just died in your arms tonight
It must have been something you said
I just died in your arms tonight

I keep looking for something I can't get
Broken hearts lie all around me
And I don't see an easy way to get out of this
Her diary it sits on the bedside table
The curtains are closed, the cats in the cradle
Who would've thought that a boy like me could come to this

Oh I, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been something you said
I just died in your arms tonight
Oh I, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been some kind of kiss
I should've walked away, I should`ve walked away

Is there any just cause for feeling like this?
On the surface I'm a name on a list
I try to be discreet, but then blow it again
I've lost and found, it's my final mistake
She's loving by proxy, no give and all take
'cos I've been thrilled to fantasy one too many times

Oh I, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been something you said
I just died in your arms tonight
Oh I, I just died in your arms tonight
It must been some kind of kiss
I should`ve walked away, I should've walked away

It was a long hot night
She made it easy, she made it feel right
But now it's over the moment has gone
I followed my hands not my head, I know I was wrong

Oh I, I just died in your arms...(2x)

Sunday, June 05, 2005 @12:33 AM

feel so happy to be able to catch a nap! haha seems and feels as if i havent been able to sleep for a long while =) went for a jap buffet last night. haha wasnt anything special after a while. the menu was rather limited and service was terribly slow but it was an experience i would say. haha feeling sleepy again. urgh guess it is just lethargy setting in.



lala. oh i dont need to explain myself. haha facts speak for themselves and yeah besides i dont care what you think. but really have the guts to say it to my face and identify yourself.


Friday, June 03, 2005 @12:17 AM

Anna and Mister God is one incredible omnibus! i seriously recommend you guys to go read it. the innocent and simple way of looking at one's relationship with God is really heart warming and touching. the incredible way this child of 4 impacts upon the lives of the people around, softening them and teaching them things they would otherwise not think about is truly amazing.


a simple book with a simple message, but amazing impact. really go read it.


paul! dont get bitten by mosquitoes and ants again! =) ahahah...

VAL! i want nike DUNKS tooooooo!!!1

bern, heh see when you're free i guess

heh, josh! i dont think i have actually read everything there. haha..but i think i read too much though.



on a sidenote, i miss having sam and josh around. but I miss ter more. hahaha oh well. i get to see my other friends whom i havent seen for a while though. lalala. so yeah.

Thursday, June 02, 2005 @12:10 AM

my grades...sighs...i scared myself by calculating wrongly. for an entire afternoon i thought that i CANT qualify for HONOURS. sighs. thank God that i miscalculated. i know that Adriel and Jacob thinks that i am mad cos i was upset at getting straight Bs for this sem. oh well, sighs. haha besides renee who shares the same sentiments with me abt B+s, aaron is the only other person who understands the feeling of B+s on your results slip! if only i took history. =P



anyway, have fun at camp adriel. jake and john are we going to woodlands to laugh at them flying kites tmrw????


PROFILE
miche:highly eclectic personality:stationery junkie
loves notebooks, the smell of printed-paper and ink makers.
her first love in life is basketball.
enjoys the intellectual adrenaline of debating, the beauty of theatre and music.
loves rainy days and blue skies
an avid reader, collector of teddy bears.
wants to build an dog sanctuary.
finds solitude extremely soothing
loves writing/typing/texting in lower case.
highly interested in the theories of Fredrich Nietzsche and existentialism.
fan of German language and culture.
finds the fact that she is a cusp a unique feature of her life
God, friends, and family feature strongly in her life.
she likes referring to herself in third person, something most of her friends find freaky
has a death wish or so she thinks.

reads

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NATIONAL YOUTH FORUM '06
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alaric
alessa
aramis
auggie
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charleen
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de winne
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jajung
jeannie
jennifer
ji hyun
john leo caines
josh
joy
j.low
kaleni
leigh-anne
mark tan
melissa
meirlin's earrings enteprise
michelle
mishelle
mi-young
paul
rae
sam
sonia
mr otaku
tae yeon
terence
valerie


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Book List

1. 9/11 Commission Authorized Report
2. The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
3. Human, All too Human - Friedrich Nietzsche
4. The Will to Power - Friedrich Nietzsche
5. Truth and Existence - J.P Sartre
6. Existentialism and Humanism - J.P Sartre
7. Fragile Things - Neil Gaiman
8. For One More Day - Mitch Albom
9. God is Dead
10. lullabies for little criminals - heather o'neill
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Movies to Catch

1. The Queen
2. Confession of Pain (Shang Chen)
3. The Protege (Men Tu)
4. The Last Dance

BIRTHDAYS

birthday tree
the boss - 4 Jan
Elvin - 8 Jan
Gill - 10 Jan
WeiXiang - 13 Jan
Sam - 14 Jan
the grosmer - 26 Jan
Aaron - 1 Feb
Ben Yap - 2 Feb
Hiu Tung- 5 Feb
Ja Jung - 7 Feb
Josh Hoe - 8 Feb
Weilin - 13 Feb
Auyong - 20 Feb
Ting ting si - 25 Feb
Jik Han - 28 Feb
Yin - 2 March
Cheryl - 3 March
Christine - 20 March
Kenneth - 21 March
Chere - 26 March
Terence, Judith - 29 March
Meeschell - 30 March
Lex - 1 April
Mishelle - 1 April
Druggie - 7 April
Liz - 16 April
Melissa - 18 April
John Leo - 26 April
Hye Ryoung/the bunny - 30 April
Josh - 13 May
Jevan,Andre - 16 May
Kat/Siti - 20 May
Martino - 21 May
Seb/Rebecca - 22 May
Teddy - 23 May
T.K - 27 May
Aidan,Hon - 29 May
Jiajia - 31 May
fairy - 7 June
Cow - 8 June
the poh - 5 july
Char & Char - 17 July
Aramis - 21 July
Feli, Josh & Joe Nair - 28 July
Jennifer - 31 July
Paul - 7 Aug
Auggie/En Wei - 9 Aug
Mao Mao Chen - 13 Aug
Thazin - 14 Aug
Gurion - 16 Aug
Bryan, Seon Mi, Yilin - 20 Aug
Alessa - 25 Aug
Val - 3 Sept
Guy, Jac - 11 Sept
Rachel - 12 Sept
Mi-ran - 14 Sept
the tigger - 15 sept
Ji Hynn - 17 Sept
Nalli, Yint Zin - 20 Sept
Hello Kitty - 23 Sept
Leigh / Noel- 24 Sept
Celine - 25 Sept
Vicky - 26/27 Sept
Wint - 30 Sept
Ren - 1 Oct
Grace - 1 Oct
Mi-Young - 2 Oct
Sharm - 8 Oct
Marky - 10 Oct
the owl - 13 Oct
Jacob,Grace - 22 Oct
the eeyore - 23 Oct
Xiaodi - 28 Oct
Bo Lui - 30 Oct
Victoria - 4 Nov
Van - 14 Nov
Hai Ming - 19 Nov
Sun Min - 26 Nov
Zin Mee - 28 Nov
J Low - 29 Nov
Joy - 5 Dec
Nian Ting - 7 Dec
Luke - 27 Dec
Andy gom/Jhi Sheng - 31 Dec

50 things before miche dies

1. tell all the people she loves, that she loves them dearly.
2. send a personalised note/letter/gift to all her good friends and people who have touched her life, telling them how important they are and how they have made her life worthwhile.
3. spend a quiet but meaningful evening with her parents.
4. spend a quiet but meaningful evening with her god-family.
5. save a stray dog or two.
6. travel to prague.
7. give my teddy bears away.
8. try to write a decent poem or short story.
9. pay attention in class for once.
10. learn to forgive herself and those who have perhaps done her wrong.
11. drive to thailand.
12. walk down orchard road dressed in pink and purple only.
13. picnic by the beach
14. finish reading "dreams of the red chamber" in chinese
15. get the giant teddy bear i always wanted.
16. perform one last time
17. buy a dress / skirt
18. watch a cheesy, tacky, gawdy comedy - BRUNO or TROPIC THUNDER
19. pat a snake
20. throw a party on a bus
21. sky dive and bungee jump
22. walk all around singapore - halfway there
23. eat nothing but vegetables for a week - kinda stop eating
24. burn all her photos, diaries and letters. delete this blog.
25. cry with all her might
26. be happy and try to stay happy till the end
27. be amazed by the simple things in life
28. sleep at least 8 hours per day and not more than 10 for a week
29. write a letter to johnny depp
30. plant something
31. be a organ donor, give whatever can still be used. (not my liver though, too much alcohol in it)
32. get blind drunk, like seriously blind drunk
33. draw/paint/compose a last picture
34. she hates taking pictures, but yeah, take a picture with all her loved ones.
35. be totally ladylike for a whole day. (i.e. dont swear, curse or be mean)
36. cycle to changi and back.
37. attend church everyday
38. take all the bus services available in singapore
39. get 2 tattoos
40. buy cup noodles and eat them by the roadside. well i ate by the beach, doesnt count right
41. colour her hair in multi-hues
42. draw up a will
43. climb a tree
44. remember to smile.
45. compete in one last basketball tournament
46. debate competitively one last time
47. eat all the gelato she wants
48. eat all the dairy products she wants
49. celebrate the life that's been
50. Thank God.
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