Friday, March 31, 2006 @3:52 AM
我已经相信有些人我永远不必等
所以我明白在灯火烂珊处 为什么会哭
- 陈弈迅， 歌之王
我想哭 不敢哭 难道这种相处
不像我们梦寐以求的幸福
走下去 这一步是宽容 还是痛苦
- 陈弈迅，想哭
回海的沙嗲如何重来
有裂痕的爱这么冲盖
只是一切结束太快
你说你无法释怀。
-周杰伦， 珊瑚海
Wednesday, March 29, 2006 @3:55 AM
| The Keys to Your Heart |
 You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
@2:09 AM
sense of achievement.
packed all my lecture notes and readings and arranged my texts from the last 5 weeks.
managed to read one and a half critical introduction to Shakespeare's The Tempest in KAP when i was surrounded by a group of shrieking poly girls who find french fries extremely exciting and such a total turn on and a group of jc soccer boys who find it interesting to punctuate every half sentence with vulgarities.
and oh, i walked tin home from cineleisure to queentown mrt the other night. haha with andy as well. we are so random. hahahah. =P
miche is back to reading her stuff.
Sunday, March 26, 2006 @1:44 AM
moderation.
moderation in everything.
in the things we choose to do, in our emotions, in our reactions, in our indulgances, in our relationships with the world and the people around us. moderation.
this is what the world lacks. in some more than others.
we are all entitled to our rights and emotions, but it is not a self - centred universe we live in. not even in the western world of uptopic democracy. many a times, people then to forget the emotions and the feelings of others around them, too caught up in their own cycle of self indulgence. too caught up in what they are feeling and what they want to say. too caught up in their self image. but there are others in this world we inhabit. and sometimes it wont hurt to perhaps stop and think about them as well before we embark on a journey of self validation and self celebration.
there is always a need to be behave in moderation. and no drinking doesnt count.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006 @5:53 PM
After a while, you learn the subtle difference
between holding a hand and chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesnt mean leaning
and company doesnt mean security,
And you learn that kisses arent contracts
and presents arent promises,
And you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes open,
with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child,
And you learn to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans,
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much,
So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure
and that you really are strong
and you really do have worth.
@2:17 AM
i want the Nokia 7370. swivel phone. always wanted a swivel phone. shall go scout around and see if anyone has a plan i can ride on to buy the N7370. i want.
got high on sat night. with tin, andy and a bunch of guys i didnt know. well tin knew them. had fun. though i prefer the company of robin and jude. hmm, but with them i wont get to drink that much, (1) robin is always keeping an eye on the amount we drink, he is always saying that we shouldnt drink that much POTENT stuff. he only likes beer. (2) jude cant hold his liqour. i drink more than him. that is like how sad can. but jude is nice to hang out with. i like his shoulders.
come to think of it. this is what i drank on sat:
2.5 glasses of beer
1 glass of red wine
1 tequila shot
1 b-52
1 orange vooka (andy's i finished it for him, he took one sip. =O)
the last time i was at zouk i drank:
3 bottles of beer
1 tequila pop
1 tequila shot
1 b-52
1 long island.
so which was more potent? hmmmm...i wanted a graveyard, but nope didnt get any.
i am so looking for death huh. i dont know who brings out the worse in me. hahah. on a lighter note, i get to see someone every week. rare. very very rare. hehe. maybe i wont be seeing someone for a while for now.
note: the only one who can hurt me intenationally is me. beyond that, no one would have that kind of access into my mind and personality. years of training and hardening. i am not that dumb, i would not compromise myself in that manner. so dont feel guilty. it was my call.
miche has to write an essay on byron. she is masochistic.
Wednesday, March 08, 2006 @7:33 PM
i realise that i have been so tired these two weeks that i have taken to posting random faces on my blog to indicate how tired i am. hahah oh well.
oh...i welcome free car rides home anytime you know. =) haha wish i can get them more often that is. but nope miche shant be a greedy person. once a week is fine =) hahah
anyway, was sieving through my email from the past and found this. thought it is something i would like to share with you guys.
As We Walk Through Life
I've learned - that you can do something in an instant
that will give you heartache for life.
I've learned - that it's taking me a long time
to become the person I want to be.
I've learned - that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.I've learned - that you can keep going long after you can't.
I've learned - that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned - that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I've learned - that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first,
the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.
I've learned - that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I've learned - that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I've learned - that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
I've learned - that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up.
I've learned - that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I've learned - that true friendship continues to grow,
even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
I've learned - that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I've learned - that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had
and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.
I've learned - that your family won't always be there for you.
It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you
and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren't biological.
I've learned - that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.I've learned - that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others, Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself. I've learned - that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.
I've learned - that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.
I've learned - that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I've learned - that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.
I've learned - that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different. I've learned - that your life can be changed in a matter of minutes, by people who don't even know you. I've learned - that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.I've learned - that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.
I've learned - that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.miche's slowly getting back on track
Tuesday, March 07, 2006 @12:29 AM
zzz
-_-"
Monday, March 06, 2006 @3:05 AM
O_O"
