Sunday, August 29, 2004 @1:01 AM
by the time i finish my american law: language and gender module's readings for monday i will become an expert in the American Constituition. and all its 26 amendments.
been really tired. i think it is the lack of slp maybe that is why i always end up being high. hahah i need some social life. hint hint...erm ij girls..
the barker boys are very bad lah...
hahah they only go out when they want food. hahaha =P
oh well...back to work. =P
Friday, August 27, 2004 @11:37 PM
lalala...this is gonna be one LONG entry. hahah why? cos so many silly things happen to me today!
First, Marketing tutorial. Me and ren spent like ten minutes trying to find that stupid room that is located at a ulu corner of the business fac. You have to walk through the canteen, go down a flight of steps, walk straight and turn left, you will come to a female toilet, go past it go down the stairs and viola! the class room is hidden around the corner. our tutor is NICE and PATIENT. but she is like a dead duck and she keeps winking her eyes. rather funny. and there was this guy. he was unbelievable for a couple of reasons. 1. he kept arguing with her about some silly little point. 2. he ACTUALLY SAID THIS IN A UNI TUTORIAL: but he BO PIAN then how?! 3. he insisted on carrying on the "discussion" even after the tutor asked to clarify doubts with her after the class. so that was my marketing class.
then ren, me and marc had lunch in the business canteen. i had a BIG bowl of mushroom soup for 80 cents! oh my god.
Brit tutorial: mark asked ren what was pumpkin head and she said it was a term for smashing pumpkins. so i went, like that Linkin Park fans are called Parkheads and Britney Spears fans are called Spearheads lah! she and mark stared at me incredulously. it was rather hilarious.
anyway, went for kickboxing at cineleisure, and not with the check me out guy at woodlands. for once i dont feel tired and extremely restless after class. it was a good energizing and refreshing workout! hahah oh well.
head to kat koh's house after that, her son Andrew bought frozen centipedes and he told me he was going to buy durians for me. i swear that boy for all his intellect is rather crazy about fishes and weird bugs that they eat.oh well.
sleepy head. me is going to finish my readings. oh yeah this is so out of point....BUT I REFUSE TO TYPE IN ABBRIVATIONS AND SINGLISH! unless i am parodying it. hahah oh well.
@12:46 AM
i love studying with adrian cos the two of us just go mad and laugh non-stop at guthrie house. anyway, we have spent so much time at the ice cream cafe that we have made friends with the extremely nice people there. K and Annie and oh my, i found out that K's boyfriend Shaun is actually Jeremy's brother. This is like really conincidental...and K kept giving us free food today! Free garlic bread, free gelato...hahah they were both very very nice people and the little girl who works there..jahah Annie says she has a crush like a TOTAL crush on Adrian. Poor boy...
It is okay adrian! haha i can always pretend that you are
Roger, erm but you have to promise to make a BURMESE princess first. hahah....Where is my Teddy Bear!!!! i miss him...my huggable teddy who is like 20 mins away from me but NEVER calls me...actually he does. TEDDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CALL!
School is MAD. MAD. MAD. you CHILDREN think you have lots of work, try this, cramming entire syllabus of A levels subjects into THREE MONTHS and try to get an A for it as well... damn singapore education. always in such a big hurry, (in perfect singlish) so fast don noe for wat liddat!
oh i read in the papers that some kids or students were interviewed and asked what would they like to see change in the Singapore system and guess what they said. top the list: greater acceptance and tolerance of SINGLISH! when will they ever learn. when. no wonder, we will always be stuck at where we are. Nothing's wrong with Singlish i guess as an informal language but for pete's sake, not as a formal language and dont they see the whole thing that is wrong with it! oh well...
michy is yawning again...back to defeating the Woman Warrior and to wallow in the
Life and Times of Michael K. and sooon....i shall become of them
Midnight's Children......hahahah
Thursday, August 26, 2004 @12:53 AM
hahha...was bored just now in acjc so guess what i did? i showed mrs c blogs. hahah BEFORE people panick...i showed her blogs of her students in Jtwo lah...hahah oh well she was quite amused.
on hindsight, i think i should charge for tuition hahah sucker! oh well...
anyway, my history lecturer for Nation building has gotten even better on tuesday...instead of reading for MM Lee KY, he has gotten him to "speak" to us. haha VIDEOS...and more VIDEOS....mrs c suggested that one day i should just tell him, you know sir i can offer you a different perspective about HIM. hahah... oh well. doing tutorial now... going to bed after i finish.
mich is hardworking man. =P
DEP Juniors...
Training this week starts at 11 at the esplanade, the session in the afternoon is being done away. =P hahah.
So please meet at the esplanade concourse at 1030, in your DEP shirts please. Thank you.
Sunday, August 22, 2004 @11:48 PM
had lunch with winston, charles tim and ms ng. haha in some ways i really miss the days in which we sat after s paper class (erm i was kicked out half way in jtwo) discussing history theories and philosphies..listening to charles and tim bicker over the value of SEA history and SEA studies. haha oh well
i was reading an interview Spiks (the guy whom Phelps wants to emualate) had given in the new paper. it mentioned that Spiks was unwilling to talk abt the olympics in which he won 7 gold medals in the pool. why? cos it was the 1968 olympics..where the israeli contingent lost 12 of its finest athletes to members of black september. Spiks retorted to a question that asked if he was taking the easy way out, "it takes courage to walk away from something that terrible". i dont know why but i felt really sad after reading the interview... and i thought abt the times in which we kinda carelessly use the incident as an example in debates, and not really thinking abt what the families of these atheletes had to go through or even are going through. all these tragedies in the world. sighs...why why why
oh well.guess what we didnt get a medal at the olympics. what a surprise. okay okay i dont mean it in a sacarstic way but did any one of you really believed that she will get it. the moment you lose to an unseeded player you begin to doubt your ability and you wont perform as well the last time round. haha just call it the curse of pressure..so all you aspiring Worlds debaters, if ever one day you make it to the finals of worlds, just remember, it is the pressure that SINGAPOREANS cant handle. so it might be alright to use that to justify your loss, but of course WE ARE PEOPLE OF A DIFFERENT MAKE RIGHT!=)
man mich is being bitchy here again of well. ahhaha
THANKS AUYONG FOR HELPING ME CHANGE THE TEMPLATE!
@12:30 AM
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BRYAN!!!..
I hate the new thing at the top. it blocks my blog entries.....grumble.
Wednesday, August 18, 2004 @10:23 PM
sighs...why do i always get into this weird BGF situations! i am and i want to remain a swinging single...hahah oh well to think his GF has become my friend... =P...
my HEART is full OF DARKNESS
@10:08 PM
met cheryl for lunch today at brekos...heh talked abt school...hope that she would be happier in a while more, she is like having a hard time in hall cos they always expect her to go for other stuff and she is like me who cant be bother but cheryl is much nicer than me. haha..she is very smart too! hahah the two people who i know the best in the arts fac one year my junior are the top two students of the Fac...Stephy (my baby!!!) and Cheryl (elvin - my da ge's baby) hahah...
i miss them lah. i miss elvin, roger, jason and tas. actually i just miss being near the crew..we had a lot of fun all the time..
anyway me and cheryl are going for ice cream! hah we shall bring steph along although she is mad and she wants to join cheerleading and Christain fellowship...
the two dont seem to go... hmmmm oh well....my friends...
and i think i am weird.
oh i remember...ren said this: "the next time someone tells you that you are weird, ask them...have you seen those on Singapore Idol?"
oh...ex-BF is intimidated by me...hahh or so his GF tells me last night. oh well. to think mich is so powerful!!! hahah Hail Michelle! ahhaah das ist sehr gut! ich liebe das!
mich is going to complete my heart of darkness....
Tuesday, August 17, 2004 @10:45 PM
oh i forgot!
Hello CHRISTINE AND VICKY! new visitors to this blog! =)
@10:32 PM
have any of you ever read that girl's blog?
here. OMG, she is like extremely offensive and foul mouth about things. i was bored one night and so i decided to surf her blog and see what exactly abt it makes it so attractive. and she had all these comments about people who spoke english differently. i.e. proper and she made really bad and disparaging remarks about US! (cos we speak english properly) i was rather peeved at her comments. cos she made a specific remarks about ACS and MGS...
anyway, i had to endure like the worst history lecture all my life today. the lecturer was so bad i felt so uninspired. aside from the fact taht it is nation building in singapore, i was totally uninspired and was almost on the verge of falling asleep. =P
he kept reading quotes and passages from books and they were all from MM Lee...and i was like eh...i could just ask for an interview and not bother going to school for the rest of the term or something. and he did not bother to explain anything at all in his lecture notes i bet i could write better ones,
sob sob. an uninspired history student. mich is so sad.
anyway, guess what i was asked to go for coffee. freaky ex-BF. sighs. why must i always encounter people like that... already the DEP (J) kids are weirdoes!!!!! hahahah it is okay mich still "loves" you!
hahahah
since all you added your birthdays i shall add a new sidebar =P see i love you!
Saturday, August 14, 2004 @12:20 AM
kickboxing class was fun. heh heh...it was really tiring and i realised like finally how unfit i am . oh well.. it was cool....and i feel so much more awake and alive after the session. heh heh...
i am trying to figure out where on earth is PGP...cos the auditions are there tmrw... haha oh well. i shall do my prep on the bus on the way to school. why cos i have a splitting headache at the moment and i want to read heart of darkness. oh wells, i can forsee aching body parts tmrw. heh heh...=P Wish me luck for Chinese debates and DONT (i mean it) DONT LAUGH at me. cos i really want to be in it! (mich will kill you if you laugh at her again!) I have been laughed at teh whole week lah by everyone who heard that i signed up for it! hmpf!
Jevan, dont study too hard kay. anyway, tell the rest we must celebrate Janan's bdae..even if it means that we are going to eat at BK near Janan's place! =)
Thursday, August 12, 2004 @11:41 PM
school's like hectic man. esp since i resolved to be a good student this term..hahah...sometimes i really think that i am mad and such a pathetic dream oh well.s hahah. anyway,got this my lit handout today and i cant help it serious. i cant.
Things said of william hung:
He is like an extra-terrestial creature. and people of earth identify with him.
when he does something wrong, he is oblivious. he takes the negative and turns it into positive. like forest gump. stupid is like stupid do.
ineffectual, incompetent, and impotent.
i dont know it i quoted them rightly...not in the mood to like check the paper.gonna go shower and study. =) have to sort out my readings hahaha so studious i say. oh wells.
you guys take care and dont stress!
I AM SO PROUD OF MIRNALINI SINGH!
Tuesday, August 10, 2004 @3:02 AM
damn...i think i am becoming a woman... URGH....or a girl or a female....but either way... I want to be androgynous!!!!!!!....actually i want to be a guy...damn...hahaha i need the bed i think......hahahaahhahah bored...
@2:39 AM
resolutions for the new school year.
1. Sleep at least 8 hours a day
2. Do all tutorials and pay attention during lectures.
3. read my lit texts and try to be at least two books ahead.
4. dont be a slacker anymore. read more and even more.
5. choose sensible topics to do for essays.
actually i dont know why i am doing this cos i never keep my resolutions for even an hour. hahaha besides class is at ten and i am still awake reading comics.
come to think abt it. i take my words back...i read chinese comics...but it is the only thing .hahahah oh well. =P
Monday, August 09, 2004 @1:26 AM
"The Reason"
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
-----------------------------------------
i am hooked onto this song and all i want for christmas is you.
i am listening to christmas songs these days and these sad
litte sentimentals songs. haha i dont know why. actually i love
chinese songs too..damn i realised taht i am such a cheena at heart lah. damn...hahah must the basketball side of me. haha oh well.
i will never read anything that is written in chinese =P
bleah... smiles....headache attacks again ahahah oh well....
bed time ...here i come.
oh it is our national day. hmmm...do anyone of us really care?
hahahah may be we do...i for one, cant be excited about it anymore...
hahahah =) *wide grins* 20 years already how to be excited..hahah.
oh wells and i dont get tuesday off furthermore it is my FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grumble grumble.
i realise i like to grumble alot....
hahahahahhahahahahahaha;hhahahahahahahahahahahah
i am boredddddddddddddddddddddd...............
boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeddddddddddddd............
borrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrred..............
boooooooooooooooooooored......................
bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbored.................
Saturday, August 07, 2004 @10:27 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAUL!!!!! Hope you like the dancing, singing GOOSE sam, cow and i got you! and you like the cake sam got!.
Sam was so sweet he bought a cake for paul to celebrate his birthday today and i dont think the greedy junior kids left any for sam. never mind. we will buy nice stuff for sam when his birthday come!
anyway, druggie as usual today, made some witty comments...hahah
I want to be hot.
Do you have blood druggie? erm...i dont know...
eh...wait wait... aiyah...
i love druggie he is so freaking funny!
@2:52 AM
i am freaking pissed at the moment. the stupid com or server or whatever would not let me login to my module's homepage. but i can login on my brother's com. this is so f***ing pissing me off.. urgh and i have to reinstal java web thingy again. sighs....pissed pissed pissed....
going off to bed....
Friday, August 06, 2004 @1:08 AM
i am either a workaholic or i am a sucker. or worse still i am a combination of both. haha oh well...i can only call myself a loser. actually right, i am getting into the mood of wanting to do work and study. what a big chance from one year ago and what a big change since sec four hahah oh well. guess i am waking up *stretches and YAWNzzzzzzzzzzz* hahhah oh well.
anyway, i have trying to write a debate case for the last three hours. but i got distracted and guess what i did? hahah i planned my timetable for NEXT SEMESTER (AYR 2004/5 SEM 2) i know i know i am mad. hahah but what to do?
i am a STUDIOUS person kay. ahahah in my energy (since i figured i might lose it after a while) i have read 4 out of 6 books i need to read for 1 module! Proud of me?! hahah oh well,going to read the rest soon, heh heh..if not i knew what are the books for the other modules.. (for some weird reason i keep spelling it as muddles. hahha)
time to go back and finsh the case. i am only at prop..sighs the kind of things i do =P *bleahz* some people better thank me!
HAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHA....eh, BTW i am dead serious NUS Chinese Debates. Cos i seriously really think NUS English debates really sucks. (erm, you RI and ACS (I) boys dont tell your coaches kay..they are in NUS English Debates.. i always find ways to ran away from them ^_^)
Alright Alright, ich gehe zuruck zu dem Fall! (damn i cant get the umlaurbs...*grumbles grumbles grumbles*)
Thursday, August 05, 2004 @10:47 PM
hahah nation building has 92 places open for bidding in round 3A. hahah maybe the GOD is helping me and granting my wish. =) heh heh
oh well...ren let's go and register for the class next week kay....friday since there is no lecture. =) anis...why you fret i am taking 6 modules too!
Wednesday, August 04, 2004 @3:44 PM
Guess what... haha...i signed up for NUS's chinese debates! i am actually quite excited abt it man. heh heh.... hahah..oh well. =) oh...and my friend's in Singapore Idol top 30... hahah
@1:20 AM
i like the snow flakes. haha...
going to tell my hairdresser to shorten the fringe-like strands
of my hair.and telling him to straighten my hair a little. =)
grins.... going to put a pic of the hairstyle i like if i can it up.
smiles.
Tuesday, August 03, 2004 @9:48 PM
mich is bored bored bored bored bored. sighs....XP
"Stay"
you say i only hear what i want to.
you say i talk so all the time so.
and i thought what i felt was simple,
and i thought that i don't belong,
and now that i am leaving,
now i know that i did something wrong 'cause i missed you.
yeah, i missed you.
and you say i only hear what i want to:
i don't listen hard,
i don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
or to anyone, anywhere,
i don't understand if you really care,
i'm only hearing negative: no, no, no.
so i turned the radio on, i turned the radio up,
and this woman was singing my song:
the lover's in love, and the other's run away,
the lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.
some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
dying since the day they were born.
well, this is not that:
i think that i'm throwing, but i'm thrown.
and i thought I'd live forever, but now i'm not so sure.
you try to tell me that i'm clever,
but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.
you said that i was naive,
and i thought that i was strong.
i thought, "hey, i can leave, i can leave."
but now i know that i was wrong, 'cause i missed you.
you said, "you caught you 'cause you want me and one day you'll let me go."
"you try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just scared to lose.
and you say, "stay."
you say i only hear what i want to.
@5:18 PM
the Gods seem to be against me taking 6 modules for the next semster..i dont want to waste my tuesdays for only 1 lecture...that i shouldnt be even taking in the first place thanks to stupid NUS. grumble grumble. :\ *_*
i actually like the lit texts i am doing for this sem...hmmm...maybe it is a sign!!! hahah oh well. =) throat is still unwell...ahah maybe this is good cos it means i dont have talk!!! hahahah....lalalahallalala....
Who wants to watch Farenheit 9/11 with me!!! but it is NC 16 leh....so sorry yeah you little children out there! I know Judith! Nalli! Chere! Ren! Who wants to watch Farenheit 9/11 with me.
Last night,there was a moth flying around me room. according to the chinese, a moth usually symbolises the return of a loved one's soul. hmmm could it be junior? it has been exactly a week (yesterday i mean) since she died.
i am bored at home....hmmm....SCHOOl better be good (ie I can run away from people i dont wish to see!!! hahahahahah :\)
gonna paste stamps on the letters i have to send out... tah tah +)
Monday, August 02, 2004 @3:05 PM
snuggling under the covers, hugging tiger and dozing is perfect! hahah...din want to get out of bed...hahahaha oh well.
gonna leave the house in a while to get the disc i want (comtemplating waiting for a while more...so i wont waste money) heh heh.
just realised that i write in proper spelling. for some weird reason i dont like the SMS text thingy. hahah. oh well.
trying to keep happy...=)
@5:27 AM
A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven
albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.
Your Personality type is the only type that would
like this cool online gothic Game:
www.life-blood.vze.com
What kind of girl are you?
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You are Long-wang!
Mythological Background: Yes, the dragon represents
everything you think of when you think of a
dragon - fearsome and invincible. Also, it is
greatly respected just because of that fact.
The dragon has a very protective aspect to it.
Even Jupiter reminds you of intense smashing
power. The dragon is almost always surrounded
by rain-bearing clouds and fog; and the
appearance of its constellation always signals
rainfall and lightning. It's also a symbol of
authority worn by the nobility and the imperial
class. Japanese Name: Seiryuu.
Which Chinese Mythological Being Are You?
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@3:44 AM
Hey all of you thanks...for your consolations and condolences. i guess i will live for a while more without Junior. *smiles*
the night we lost her, i left the house not knowing where to go. i hopped onto 67 and started crying. in the end, mrs c called me. i think mrs koh told her. and she called rae and got rae to call me. everyone who asked me if i was alright, my reply was i'm fine. dont worry. but to rae, i cried my heart out. i really cried my heart out. i din go home that night. i could not go home. i just could not. when my bro came home on friday, i left the house in the evening on the pretext of getting books from the lib just so i wont be there when my parents broke the news to him. i couldnt take it.
i still miss her lots, and i still think of her all the time. but i have to accept the fact that she is no longer around. at least i still have all the things that she loved when she was around. and all the things that we bought for her when she was alive.
i am still sick. urgh and sch is starting. and the timetable i put up...i have to change it. sighs. sorry anis...me and ren wanted to take that module thinking that it would fulfill our breadth requirements, but it doesnt so we are taking some marketing module. are u in it? if not take ssa with me next term or something. =) we can still go home together after sch right. =) must go out one day.
it is raining outside. very cold. finally found a blogskin i like. =) i guess that makes me slightly happier. *smiles again* mich will try to be happier again. promise. =)
