epiphanies. revelations. ugly and hard truths.

the moment of truth in your lies

it can be rather humbling and sobering to realise the truth of your existence as it randomly hits you on a random street in a random place at a random time. and it makes you wonder if your mind and brain has subjectively alter reality to fit the "truth" that you have always envision so that you dont have a mental breakdown.

so miche had a revelation about her life around two to three weeks ago. it was pretty amazing and downright depressing. and miche knows that miche is tired of working so hard for all her life and getting nothing in return.

every day is one day too much, every minute is one minute too long. but miche should think that she is lucky, she guess cause at least she knows she is unwell and all that is on the surface is yet another pretence.

goodnight world, for another night. perhaps someday for the last time.