this was written almost 5 years ago on February 8 2005.

death is what that makes life meaningful and gives life its meaning. it is the end in which humans live for. take away death then life becomes meaningless and life will then be the end


July 12, 2006: i want to live my life according to my own terms

July 26, 2006: how can you break your heart if it was already broken?

July 30, 2006: we are tormented because love goes on and not because love goes away

October 14, 2006: i will go away and hide at a corner of the world.see if you can find me

January 08, 2007: the greatest pain, in my opinion is to endure the pain of losing a friend.

August 3, 2009: Promise me maybes and say things you dont mean

August 25, 2009: vague useless gestures. bearing futile witness

the pain doesnt go away. no matter how much you try to convince me i will one day be able to live with all these. and i still dont know why. baby, why.