xue qian's blog title says "the show must go on". and yes miche agrees with xue qian that indeed the show must go on , no matter how much sometimes we tell ourselves that everything must end and one day we must take our last curtain call.

miche guesses that there are many different points in our lives that we have had to make that curtain call. over the last 7 years or so of miche's life, miche figures that there have at least been 5 or 6 times when she had to say something or done something for the last time.

28 Dec 2002: the last time miche ever stepped in ACJC as student, suddenly she realised that she had to grow up.

2004: the last time miche allowed herself to be really depressed over not going to america, though miche still deeply regrets having been denied the chance.

2005: the last time miche decided to let grades and examinations get the better of her.

2006: the last time miche decided that A.L did not matter that much anymore and she is going to stop waiting.

2007: the last time miche ever stage-managed an theatre event.

2008: the last time miche is ever willing to put her life in the hands of another person and trust that he will take care of her.

2008: the last time miche took a team and won debating championships. miche guesses it may the last of debates that she will ever do.

miche wonders if there is going to be a last time for her somehow this year in 2009. but really, the show must go on. because if it doesnt, miche guesses that will be the day she dies.