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Wednesday, May 31, 2006 @5:07 AM

maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me?And after all You're my wonderwall

- Wonderwall, Oasis

So are you my wonderwall?

Monday, May 29, 2006 @3:12 AM

"Let There Be Love" - Oasis

Who kicked a hole in the sky so the heavens would cry over me?
Who stole the soul from the sun in a world come undone at the seams?
Let there be love - Let there be love
I hope the weather is calm as you sail up your heavenly stream
Suspended clear in the sky are the words that we sing in our dreams
Let there be love - Let there be love - Let there be love - Let there be love

Come on baby blue
Shake up your tired eyes
The world is waiting for you
May all your dreaming fill the empty sky

But if it makes you happy
Keep on clapping
Just remember I'll be by your side
And if you don't let go, it's gonna pass you by

"The Importance Of Being Idle"

I sold my soul for the second time
Cos the man, he don't pay me
I begged my landlord for some more time
He said "Son, the bills waiting"

My best friend called me the other night
He said "Man, are you crazy?"
My girlfriend told me to get a life
She said "boy, you lazy"

But I don't mind
As long as there's a bed beneath the stars that shine
I'll be fine
If you give me a minute
A mans got a limit
I cant get a life if your hearts' not in it

I don't mind
As long as there's a bed beneath the stars that shine
I'll be fine
If you give me a minute
A mans got a limit
I cant get a life if my hearts' not in it

I lost my faith in the summertime
Cos it don't stop raining
The sky all day's as black as night
But I'm not complaining
I begged my doctor for one more line
He said "Son, words fail me"
It ain't no place to be killing time
But I guess I'm just lazy

I don't mind
As long as there's a bed beneath the stars that shine
I'll be fine
If you give me a minute
A mans got a limit
I cant get a life if my hearts' not in it

Saturday, May 27, 2006 @9:56 PM

kj, nick and i almost walked in to a police raid last night. it was quite "happening" if you know what i mean. we originally wanted to check out butterfactory and see how it is like, but the queue was too long, so we walked to double o instead. just as we reached, i saw two lines of police vans lined up just outside madam wong's. so i asked kj if there was a raid, haha he called his friend, who was part of the raid team. i found that rather amusing him. anyway, think some guy tried to fight the police and so he was escorted into one of the vans. hahah i heard some conversation about devils bar too.. hahah =P oh well.

ended up at one nite stand, the music was good, but oh my gosh, the crowd was like SPGs!!!! oh well.

anyway, was at the parliament house on thursday, i was IN THE PARLIAMENT CHAMBER ITSELF!!!! hehehe so close so close.
oh well.

i swear it is the gummy bears that make them hyper. i shall never buy them gummy bears again.

Thursday, May 25, 2006 @4:28 AM

Be Thou My Vision

Be Thou my Vision, O Lord of my heart;
Naught be all else to me, save that Thou art
Thou my best Thought, by day or by night,
Waking or sleeping, Thy presence my light.

Be Thou my Wisdom, and Thou my true Word;
I ever with Thee and Thou with me, Lord;
Thou my great Father, I Thy true son;
Thou in me dwelling, and I with Thee one.

Be Thou my battle Shield, Sword for the fight;
Be Thou my Dignity, Thou my Delight;
Thou my soul’s Shelter, Thou my high Tower:
Raise Thou me heavenward, O Power of my power.

Riches I heed not, nor man’s empty praise,
Thou mine Inheritance, now and always:
Thou and Thou only, first in my heart,
High King of Heaven, my Treasure Thou art.

High King of Heaven, my victory won,
May I reach Heaven’s joys, O bright Heaven’s Sun!
Heart of my own heart, whatever befall,
Still be my Vision, O Ruler of all.

@4:06 AM

miche thinks that she is an abnormality. that somehow, somewhere along the way, the system managed to produced her, someone who is very different from the rest in both good and bad ways.

been listening to many different views and opinions over the last two weeks. and seriously sometimes, it is all so surreal to me. haha i feel as if all the things that have been said dont apply to me at all. and of course miche starts to think, did i go wrong or did everyone else go wrong? hahah i really wonder why.

my dear girls, you can really stop trying to guess who he is. i aint going to tell you, not even if you put a gun to my head my dears. hahah and no he isnt a bouncer, besides, why do you want to know. =)

miche is starting to get insomnia again. hai this makes me wonder why. =P

Sunday, May 21, 2006 @9:53 PM

i have a few people to thank in my entry today,

first, thanks for the surprise at the esplanade in the morning and the mango pudding from crystal jade, i really didnt expect you guys to come up with something like that, the cat suit was really cute, so here's to

TIN - for being the best friend one can ever have in 6 months, and for being there for me in what is some of the most unexpected, heartstopping and yet thrilling time for my life. of course, the free booze and clubbing as well. hahah.

Terence CHIA - sorry i have to make that qualifications, there are just too many terences i know. but yup yup, thanks for being the ever charming person you are, i wasnt lying when i said that you are my "idol" kay.

KJ - for being the ever lovely and caring "teacher" you are, you are so fun to have around and yes, you were greatly missed yesterday. but it is alright cause we know you are always with us in spirit.

Cris - agent cris, my personal handsome "escort" for the day, hahaha i know i make fun of you all the time and make you awkward and embarass, but you are a cool guy to hang around with, truly and i am grateful for your friendship.

Nick - tin's santa claus, hahah i was pleasantly surprise to find out that you have a hand in the whole operation. hahah well i hardly know you and the fact that you are a prof kinda makes things even stranger. hahah but it is okay, i am not a one minded person kay! hahaha i am COMPLEX. but hey thanks for the sweet gesture.

OPERATION THEODORE was a great success, you guys really shouldnt have. =)

Second, here is to the "junior bar girls",

Mishyfishysquishy, Liz the gummy bear killer, Jeanie who adopts cats, Nerine the ah beng among the giggly girls, mel the pinkie and cheryl the smart one.

thanks for the surprise birthday cake in the comp lab, it was really nice and sweet of you gals. but dont spend money on me next time kay! =) but it was a nice cake, and though you tried so hard to hide your surprise hahah i knew you had something up your sleeves. but thanks so much much and yes miche (your sugar mice) loves you tons.

lastly, to everyone who sent me birthday blessings, thank you for keeping me in your thoughts.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARTINO. =)

Wednesday, May 17, 2006 @7:09 PM

this is al and miche speaking. we have no choice, it is our last step to saving our sanity. we are trapped in a computer lab with a bunch of giggling secondary twos. we have no idea what they are doing. all we are aware of is this endless and relentless giggling. it doesnt make much sense to me at all. really it doesnt make much sense to me.

they are spamming meechy's tagboard with random quotes. and they keep scratching their noses when they tell us something. i wonder why. they get excited at gummy bears. all they ever eat is potato chips. between these and the pink stuff they wear and make us wear and their ENDLESS giggling. (THERE THEY GO AGAIN!) we have no idea what is worse.

al and miche is fast losing their sanity help help help
al here, so if you see us on friday, going crazy and stupid things.. you know why. :/

quotes:

liz - we have no brains.

quite evidently i must add, from the way they're behaving -al :D
careful though, teddy bears like people with brains

jeanie - there's nothing else.
there are always magazine publishers to live for.

they keep calling me a mamasan. i dont think they know what it implies about themselves. if i am a mamasan, what makes al and val? haha senior bar girls? now i am a sugar mice. i dont know what a sugar mice is. please for the love of sanity, save us.


KOOKYYMOOO. insanity setting in.

Sunday, May 14, 2006 @11:42 PM

i miss meechy. *wails*

i threw three M&Ms down al's shirt yesterday. she only found one in the com lab. she found the other two at the end of the day, when she got home and took a shower. i will never look at M&Ms the same way again.

i got drenched in the rain again. hai. i think i am trying to kill myself slowly. with alchol and goodness know what else.

the juniors are becoming like al when she was their age, i am beginning think that they are only happy to see the food i bring and not me.

i wonder if val is going to bring some pastry invention she made tomorrow.

i am bored. i am vetting cases and speeches. i shall reserve my comments.

i am suffering from insonmia again. hai. i dont know why.

miche's not a happy bunny again, someone didnt reply my msg. wonder why.

Saturday, May 13, 2006 @1:48 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOSHIE HIEW! =)

much love, from all the crazy gals in ij and miche.

HIIIIIIIIIIII ALLLLL INVADEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
MICHEEE IS EVIL.

AL IS MAD. SHE LIKE EH-HEM EH-HEM.

Monday, May 08, 2006 @4:17 AM

you know a bad week when you see one.

urgh this has been a bad week. a dramatic week. very draining and tiring. i feel rather emotionless at this point of time. sometimes i feel somehow that it isnt me who wants to feel all these emotions, rather it is the people around me who expect me to feel a certain way and when i dont, they do things to make me feel that way. hai. i know that they mean well, but seriously it makes me feel terrible. it really does and it starts to trigger emotions that werent there in the first place. makes me so so tired.

things will eventually sort itself out. i know it will and it has. so things are fine. just emotionally draining. hai.

miche is insonmaic again. miche doesnt know why.

meechy if you are reading this, i miss you alot. -hugs- do write kay...will always be here for you.

Friday, May 05, 2006 @10:38 PM

I try to smile my tears away
I try to keep my cool
Oh but one more door gets in my way
I feel like such a fool
Trampled and bitter

My heart just wants to bleed and stop
Believing in me It feels like nothing is for certain
and that nothing comes for free
When they're lowering the curtain to the theatre of my dreams
I stumble and I crumble and I'm
Sinking to my knees but you
You cradle me

You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms
I find the strength to believe in me again
















hey miche=)

PROFILE
miche:highly eclectic personality:stationery junkie
loves notebooks, the smell of printed-paper and ink makers.
her first love in life is basketball.
enjoys the intellectual adrenaline of debating, the beauty of theatre and music.
loves rainy days and blue skies
an avid reader, collector of teddy bears.
wants to build an dog sanctuary.
finds solitude extremely soothing
loves writing/typing/texting in lower case.
highly interested in the theories of Fredrich Nietzsche and existentialism.
fan of German language and culture.
finds the fact that she is a cusp a unique feature of her life
God, friends, and family feature strongly in her life.
she likes referring to herself in third person, something most of her friends find freaky
has a death wish or so she thinks.

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BIRTHDAYS

birthday tree
the boss - 4 Jan
Elvin - 8 Jan
Gill - 10 Jan
WeiXiang - 13 Jan
Sam - 14 Jan
the grosmer - 26 Jan
Aaron - 1 Feb
Ben Yap - 2 Feb
Hiu Tung- 5 Feb
Ja Jung - 7 Feb
Josh Hoe - 8 Feb
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Auyong - 20 Feb
Ting ting si - 25 Feb
Jik Han - 28 Feb
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Kat/Siti - 20 May
Martino - 21 May
Seb/Rebecca - 22 May
Teddy - 23 May
T.K - 27 May
Aidan,Hon - 29 May
Jiajia - 31 May
fairy - 7 June
Cow - 8 June
the poh - 5 july
Char & Char - 17 July
Aramis - 21 July
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Jennifer - 31 July
Paul - 7 Aug
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Mao Mao Chen - 13 Aug
Thazin - 14 Aug
Gurion - 16 Aug
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Alessa - 25 Aug
Val - 3 Sept
Guy, Jac - 11 Sept
Rachel - 12 Sept
Mi-ran - 14 Sept
the tigger - 15 sept
Ji Hynn - 17 Sept
Nalli, Yint Zin - 20 Sept
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Leigh / Noel- 24 Sept
Celine - 25 Sept
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Wint - 30 Sept
Ren - 1 Oct
Grace - 1 Oct
Mi-Young - 2 Oct
Sharm - 8 Oct
Marky - 10 Oct
the owl - 13 Oct
Jacob,Grace - 22 Oct
the eeyore - 23 Oct
Xiaodi - 28 Oct
Bo Lui - 30 Oct
Victoria - 4 Nov
Van - 14 Nov
Hai Ming - 19 Nov
Sun Min - 26 Nov
Zin Mee - 28 Nov
J Low - 29 Nov
Joy - 5 Dec
Nian Ting - 7 Dec
Luke - 27 Dec
Andy gom/Jhi Sheng - 31 Dec

50 things before miche dies

1. tell all the people she loves, that she loves them dearly.
2. send a personalised note/letter/gift to all her good friends and people who have touched her life, telling them how important they are and how they have made her life worthwhile.
3. spend a quiet but meaningful evening with her parents.
4. spend a quiet but meaningful evening with her god-family.
5. save a stray dog or two.
6. travel to prague.
7. give my teddy bears away.
8. try to write a decent poem or short story.
9. pay attention in class for once.
10. learn to forgive herself and those who have perhaps done her wrong.
11. drive to thailand.
12. walk down orchard road dressed in pink and purple only.
13. picnic by the beach
14. finish reading "dreams of the red chamber" in chinese
15. get the giant teddy bear i always wanted.
16. perform one last time
17. buy a dress / skirt
18. watch a cheesy, tacky, gawdy comedy - BRUNO or TROPIC THUNDER
19. pat a snake
20. throw a party on a bus
21. sky dive and bungee jump
22. walk all around singapore - halfway there
23. eat nothing but vegetables for a week - kinda stop eating
24. burn all her photos, diaries and letters. delete this blog.
25. cry with all her might
26. be happy and try to stay happy till the end
27. be amazed by the simple things in life
28. sleep at least 8 hours per day and not more than 10 for a week
29. write a letter to johnny depp
30. plant something
31. be a organ donor, give whatever can still be used. (not my liver though, too much alcohol in it)
32. get blind drunk, like seriously blind drunk
33. draw/paint/compose a last picture
34. she hates taking pictures, but yeah, take a picture with all her loved ones.
35. be totally ladylike for a whole day. (i.e. dont swear, curse or be mean)
36. cycle to changi and back.
37. attend church everyday
38. take all the bus services available in singapore
39. get 2 tattoos
40. buy cup noodles and eat them by the roadside. well i ate by the beach, doesnt count right
41. colour her hair in multi-hues
42. draw up a will
43. climb a tree
44. remember to smile.
45. compete in one last basketball tournament
46. debate competitively one last time
47. eat all the gelato she wants
48. eat all the dairy products she wants
49. celebrate the life that's been
50. Thank God.
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