Wednesday, April 26, 2006 @12:10 AM
i have been struck by the flu and fever bug. and i got caught in the bloody rain on monday. urgh. now my head hurts and my body aches. how on earth am i supposed to go and take my exams on friday. sob sob. been stuck at home. i feel so terrible that i cant even get out of the house to visit the doctor. cough cough.
hai....miche's so sick now... =(
Saturday, April 22, 2006 @1:31 AM
I love: books, bears, dogs and bags
I don'tunderstand: people, humanity in general
I lost: too many things to count, perhaps most importantly, a sense of self?
People say I'm: always busy
Love is: some intangible thing. you dont really know what it is.
Somewhere, someone is: making me feel guilty of the crap i do all the time.
i will always: find someway to make myself go crazy.
Forever seems: impossible and boring.
I never want to: hurt anyone intentionally or unintentionally.
I think the current President is: eh...i dont really think that much.
When I wake up in the morning: i want to continue sleeping forever, if i could have gotten to bed the night before that is.
I get annoyed when: people are behave stupidly and still think that they are smart.
Parties are: meant for socialising which i hate.
My dog is: heaven, cause all dogs go to heaven. =)
Today I: studied (HAH) and had fun.
Tommorow I: have a freaking exam to take.
I really want: to be happy for one day.
I have low tolerance for people who: try to make me someone i am not, or think they know better.
If I had a million dollars: i'll build an animal shelter or sanctuary. (actually i might buy a bmw 7 series first)
Sunday, April 16, 2006 @7:18 PM
i wonder what is it about me that inspires my parents to think that all i ever eat is nasi lemak. in fact, i dont really like nasi lemak, the coconut milk taste of the rice makes me feel sick. hmm. and yet all they ever buy me when they get me lunch is nasi lemak, for the last five years, almost every sunday, i get to eat nasi lemak for lunch, sighs.
anyway, miche wants to watch ice age 2 and eight below. but she has to study for her exams. this is what happen when you choose not to go for classes all the time. terrible child.
Friday, April 14, 2006 @5:57 PM
tin, andy and i were late for a movie on wednesday afternoon because of the crown prince from saudi arabia. haha. cause he decided to cruise down orchard road and the traffic was cleared for him. so we were late for our movie. hai~ anyway, never in my life have i ever seen 12 /13 bmws on the road all at the same time. hahahaha....bmws....hmmm i like. hahaha...
anyway, take the lead was a funny show, quite cheesy lah but the dancing was good. watched the art of seduction last night, the koreans are hilarious. hahaha =)
anyway, i have to study now, my biological clock is screwed up. i cant sleep at night. i dont know why. =(
miche is off to hit to the books .
Saturday, April 08, 2006 @5:59 AM
'Tis time this heart should be unmoved,
Since others it hath ceased to move:
Yet, though I cannot be beloved,
Still let me love!
My days are in the yellow leaf;
The flowers and fruits of love are gone;
The worm, the canker, and the grief,
Are mine alone!
The fire that on my bosom preys
Is lone as some volcanic isle;
No torch is kindled at its blaze -
A funeral pile!
The hope, the fear, the jealous care,
The exalted portion of the pain
And power of love, I cannot share,
But wear the chain.
-From,
On this day I complete my thirty - sixth year, George Gordon, Lord Byron.
Friday, April 07, 2006 @2:22 AM
hai...miche feels like dying.................................... O-o
Sunday, April 02, 2006 @9:36 PM
sighs..hai... i am always so distant from the various phases in one's life which should be exciting.
after the a levels, i was hardly excited about the whole application to uni thing once i realised that i wasnt going to go anywhere but nus. so while everyone was getting hyped over getting to this uni or that uni or choosing this uni or that uni, i was busy coaching debates instead of thinking of it.
in my first year in uni, when everyone was busy worrying about their choice of major, i declare it at the end of the first semester.
at the end of the third year when people are wondering if they should be doing their honours, i hardly have a choice.
now, when everyone is getting excited about their first jobs, looking for internships and attachments, here i am blank and clueless. i have no cause to be excited cause i have no need to to look for a job.
you know the have - nots always look upon the haves with envy. well most do. but have you thought that the haves look upon you with envy too. what is the meaning of life when i am not even given the basic chances to make meaning out of it. sighs...
