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Monday, October 31, 2005 @2:39 AM

Happy Halloween.

have fun.

miche is invisible. unseen,unheard.felt only occasionally when the need arises. beyond, invisible.

Sunday, October 30, 2005 @3:09 AM

i am attempting to type out my essay and organise my thoughts like now. but i cant do it. why cause negative liability one is blasting the tv outside my room. and i am annoyed cause i cant hear myself think. it is very irritating. and i want to finish the essay by tonight.

negative liabilities. my father no longer dares to raise the issues of liabilities after my answer to him the other day. highly amusing.

fine since i cant hear myself think, i shall go and read till he finally decides that he HAS TO BE CONSIDERATE and shut the tv off.

miche is off to read. urgh, negative liabilities.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005 @11:49 PM

oranges arent the only fruits. there are pineapples and bananas too. well, i think oranges are cool. hahah okay fine pineapples and bananas too cause i have many of them as friends. he he. okay you know who you are. i shant mention names. lalala. and yes, my single peanut friend =)

sat in a lecture theatre with 4 people in class today. only realised that we got the date wrong we went got home. how duh. packed a sheep into a box and i got a free book for that. getting free books too for waiting patiently. have movie excursions line up. made a mental note to self not to be trap in the same boundaries with your tutor or lecturer for prolonged periods of time lest you get asked awkward questions you cant answer without wanting to laugh. extremely funny to read a book where the Greek goddesses swear like no one's business and some loser who tries to bed his cousin gets eaten up by a allosaurus somewhere in the forest while he is peeing. extremely entertaining to realise that man half the Greek heros we read and learn about could potentially be wimps and cowards in reality (well if they even exist that is). dinner at rens place. thanks godma for the crabs =) lazy around. an attempt to do my essay. shall finish it tonight. but man. as usual i wanna sleep. hahah oh well.

sam sam sam, your mummy tells me to tell you to study for chinese and be loyal to the nation. i shall msg you that.

whoever you are, i know you know me and could potentially be in an immediate circle of friends or you know a lot of my life which makes you a peeping tom of sorts. but really, you whoever you are aaron/penny/anon, whatever crap name you choose to call yourself and ursurp the identity of my friends why dont you really say what you want to. cause really we are all above this.

I WELCOME AND DESIRE CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM. i also recognise that i CANT PLEASE ALL MEN and you are ENTITLED TO YOUR OPINION OF ME. not that it really bothers me or anything but more like an annoying mosquito that should be swatted but let live for the sake of shame and humanity. and yes here today i shall ADMIT i am a BITCH when i want to be. i know that i SUCK when it comes to certain people and their principles in life. but hey! at least i have to COURAGE to admit that i am not all that perfect on a public blog and i make no secret of my shortcomings.

miche is going back to lalala land and yeah she has no shame. and miche admits it. can you fault her for that? hahahahahah

miche still wants her Iorek Byrnison. (Lex thinks she should see a psychiarist for saying that all the time)

Monday, October 24, 2005 @2:12 AM

seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

Matthew 6:33

The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid.

Hebrews 13: 5 -6

sam and joshie. you know that thing that was bugging me for a while. yeah. i kinda got some kind of resolution with it. basically stuff that was preached yesterday at service and stuff that we talked at about at YAM, gave some sort of sign. so yup, rather than agonising over it, i will commit it to God. there are so many things i have to give thanks to Him for. and in so many ways, i am so unworthy of His mery and love. it is okay. i shall continue to persevere and serve Him in whatever ways i can.

thanks you guys, all five of you. yes the musks

I waited patiently for the Lord;
he turned to me and heard my cry.
He lifted me out of the slimy pit,
out of the mud and mire;
he set my feet on a rock
and gave me a firm place to stand.
He put a new song in my mouth,
a hymn of praise to our God.
Many will see and fear
and put their trust in the Lord.

Blessed is the man
who makes the Lord his trust,
who does not look to the proud,
to those who turn aside to false gods.

Many, O Lord my God,
are the wonders you have done.
The things you planned for us
no one can recount to you;
were I to speak and tell of them,
they would be too many to declare.

Sacrifice and offering you did not desire,
but my ears you have pierced;
burnt offerings and sin offerings you did not require
"Then I said,"Here I am, I have come --
it is written about me in the scroll
I desire to do your will, O my God;
your law is within my heart."

I proclaim righteousness in the great assembly;
I do not seal my lips,
as you know, O Lord.
I do not hide your righteousness in my heart;
I speak of your faithfulness and salvation.
I do not conceal your love and your truth from the great assembly.

Do not withhold your mercy from me, O Lord;
may your love and your truth always protect me.
For troubles without number surround me;
my sins have overtaken me, and I cannot see.
They are more than the hairs of my head,
and my heart fails within me.

Be pleased O Lord to save mel
O Lord come quickly to help me;
May all who seek to take my life
be put to shame and confusion;
may all who desire my ruin be turned back in disgrace.
May those who say to me, "Aha! Aha!"
be appalled at their own shame,
But may all who seek you
rejoice and be glad in you;
May those who love your salvation always say
"The Lord be exalted!"

Yet, I am poor and needy;
may the Lord think of me.
You are my help and my deliverer;
O God, do not delay

- Psalm 40 -


Sunday, October 23, 2005 @11:03 PM

in honour of a dear friend. oh how miche loves to make fun of her.


i am the one who slaps your butt whenever you tell me something stupid. i am the one threatens to cut off your tudong when you tell me silly jokes or give me that look. i am the one who entices you into telling me stuff which totally embarasses you. i am the one who calls you horrendous nicknames half the time.


i am the one who laughs at your everytime you go ooooo on msn. i am the one who mercilessly laugh at your stupidity and never fails to remind you how dumb you can be at times. i am the one who calls you a chilli padi, cause some newspaper article called you that.



and yet, i am also the one who cries so pathetically into your lap that one day in sec three. i am also the one who you and rens and kari had to sit and comfort me. i am also the one who took your eeyore sweater and refused to give it back to you. i am one whom you laughed at for trying to be a good Christian.


i am the one who calls you a slut (horny slug). i am the one who asked you if i am a bitch, and she a slut, does that make you a whore. i am the one who hits you on the head when you tell me stupid stuff. i am the one with friends who recognise you by your specs. i am the one who baby talks with you. i am the one who is forever abandoning you in lectures cause i cant wake up on time. i am the one who sits there and fantasises with you about hot bods. i am the one who shields you from the tons of birds that haunt you and scare the life out of you.


i am the one who lives my life vicariously through you. i am the one who admires you for your brillant mind, beautiful soul and loving heart. i am the one who genuinely (okay me and the other two) happy for you. i am the one you had to calm down half the time for being so impetous and aggressive.


i am one of the original four.


oh man. i love you all. in another couple of years. hahah we would have spent half of our lives together. like what joshie would say. and then some

Thursday, October 20, 2005 @11:34 PM

okay. miche's depressed now. feeling really sulky. stupid life.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005 @5:06 AM

Iorek Byrnison! miche wants her own Iorek Byrnison!

Yay! kai is ordering the dvd for me from the states =) happy happy! =) and he is bringing it back for me in time for xmas! lalalala

okay time for miche to sleep. =)

Saturday, October 15, 2005 @12:14 AM

erm...miche needs a little help here. any of you going overseas particularly to the uk or have like siblings studying there at the moment.

if you do please please let me know. i am looking for a dvd set of a british comedy which is unavailable in singapore. i hope that the uk would have it.

erm. i would like to get it for X'mas. please please please do let me know if you can help me get that. i will be eternally grateful to you! =) thanks !

Thursday, October 13, 2005 @2:36 AM

oh driel. dont deny the bad thing you did to that secret jake admirer. hahah

oh driel, since i am OLD. i am prone to dementia. Lolita who's that .


hahaha no worries. miche will pass it to you on sunday. =)

Wednesday, October 12, 2005 @11:35 PM

100 Years

I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see
I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind


Half time goes by
Suddenly you're wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...


I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you're on your way
Every day's a new day...







*hahaha.
miche i'm not saying ur old!
hmm.
meiibeh just a little?
owell.

pls rmb my book =)

Tuesday, October 11, 2005 @6:22 PM

will some kind soul buy me these books???? pretty pretty please hahahahaha

Jean - Paul Sartre: Being and Nothingness (Routledge Version)

Margaret Atwood: The Handmaid's Tale

Neil Gaiman: American Gods


lalala.

miche won a book yesterday in lecture! i won ursula le guin's The Other Wind, rens won The Tales of Earthsea. hee hee =)

Monday, October 10, 2005 @8:58 PM

Happy Birthday Marky, my one and only . though you forgot mine birthday within the same hour and you didnt get me anything. you are still my one and only. haha you are going to get WAITINGFORBABARIANS for your present. i wonder why.

miche is high as usual lalala

Sunday, October 09, 2005 @7:33 PM

things to say to your friend when she/he is depressed.
  1. I love you
  2. Do you need a hug?
  3. I might not understand what you are going through, but you sure have my compassion.
  4. You are not alone in this.
  5. You are not crazy.
  6. If all else fails, lend a helping hand, a listening ear, a crying shoulder and dont say anything at all.

things, miche learns in nus. highly amused. you should have been there when rens and i sat at the back of the lect hall holding hands. hahah.

oh well, miche knew it she was perpetually depressed all the while long! =) lalala


Thursday, October 06, 2005 @4:45 PM

mid sems are finally finally finally over. phew twice thrice a million times over.

watched corpse bride with renee, marky and luke last night. haha it was so fun! the whole night was so fun. such a relaxing time. yay! =)

starting driving lessons in two week's time. hee hee....

miche wants a personal library with nice cushions =)

yawn. miche' s off to stone for a while. lala land

Saturday, October 01, 2005 @3:25 AM

Happy Birthday RENS!!!! =) may you have the bestest 21st of us all!!!!

Happy Birthday GRACE!!!! long live the toot president! muacks. sweet 18 huh. good luck for the As!

to the rest of you. hurhurhur. happy children's day! =P

PROFILE
miche:highly eclectic personality:stationery junkie
loves notebooks, the smell of printed-paper and ink makers.
her first love in life is basketball.
enjoys the intellectual adrenaline of debating, the beauty of theatre and music.
loves rainy days and blue skies
an avid reader, collector of teddy bears.
wants to build an dog sanctuary.
finds solitude extremely soothing
loves writing/typing/texting in lower case.
highly interested in the theories of Fredrich Nietzsche and existentialism.
fan of German language and culture.
finds the fact that she is a cusp a unique feature of her life
God, friends, and family feature strongly in her life.
she likes referring to herself in third person, something most of her friends find freaky
has a death wish or so she thinks.

reads

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alaric
alessa
aramis
auggie
bern
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charleen
charlene
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de winne
elizabeth
hye ryoung
jakee babee
jajung
jeannie
jennifer
ji hyun
john leo caines
josh
joy
j.low
kaleni
leigh-anne
mark tan
melissa
meirlin's earrings enteprise
michelle
mishelle
mi-young
paul
rae
sam
sonia
mr otaku
tae yeon
terence
valerie


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1. 9/11 Commission Authorized Report
2. The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
3. Human, All too Human - Friedrich Nietzsche
4. The Will to Power - Friedrich Nietzsche
5. Truth and Existence - J.P Sartre
6. Existentialism and Humanism - J.P Sartre
7. Fragile Things - Neil Gaiman
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Movies to Catch

1. The Queen
2. Confession of Pain (Shang Chen)
3. The Protege (Men Tu)
4. The Last Dance

BIRTHDAYS

birthday tree
the boss - 4 Jan
Elvin - 8 Jan
Gill - 10 Jan
WeiXiang - 13 Jan
Sam - 14 Jan
the grosmer - 26 Jan
Aaron - 1 Feb
Ben Yap - 2 Feb
Hiu Tung- 5 Feb
Ja Jung - 7 Feb
Josh Hoe - 8 Feb
Weilin - 13 Feb
Auyong - 20 Feb
Ting ting si - 25 Feb
Jik Han - 28 Feb
Yin - 2 March
Cheryl - 3 March
Christine - 20 March
Kenneth - 21 March
Chere - 26 March
Terence, Judith - 29 March
Meeschell - 30 March
Lex - 1 April
Mishelle - 1 April
Druggie - 7 April
Liz - 16 April
Melissa - 18 April
John Leo - 26 April
Hye Ryoung/the bunny - 30 April
Josh - 13 May
Jevan,Andre - 16 May
Kat/Siti - 20 May
Martino - 21 May
Seb/Rebecca - 22 May
Teddy - 23 May
T.K - 27 May
Aidan,Hon - 29 May
Jiajia - 31 May
fairy - 7 June
Cow - 8 June
the poh - 5 july
Char & Char - 17 July
Aramis - 21 July
Feli, Josh & Joe Nair - 28 July
Jennifer - 31 July
Paul - 7 Aug
Auggie/En Wei - 9 Aug
Mao Mao Chen - 13 Aug
Thazin - 14 Aug
Gurion - 16 Aug
Bryan, Seon Mi, Yilin - 20 Aug
Alessa - 25 Aug
Val - 3 Sept
Guy, Jac - 11 Sept
Rachel - 12 Sept
Mi-ran - 14 Sept
the tigger - 15 sept
Ji Hynn - 17 Sept
Nalli, Yint Zin - 20 Sept
Hello Kitty - 23 Sept
Leigh / Noel- 24 Sept
Celine - 25 Sept
Vicky - 26/27 Sept
Wint - 30 Sept
Ren - 1 Oct
Grace - 1 Oct
Mi-Young - 2 Oct
Sharm - 8 Oct
Marky - 10 Oct
the owl - 13 Oct
Jacob,Grace - 22 Oct
the eeyore - 23 Oct
Xiaodi - 28 Oct
Bo Lui - 30 Oct
Victoria - 4 Nov
Van - 14 Nov
Hai Ming - 19 Nov
Sun Min - 26 Nov
Zin Mee - 28 Nov
J Low - 29 Nov
Joy - 5 Dec
Nian Ting - 7 Dec
Luke - 27 Dec
Andy gom/Jhi Sheng - 31 Dec

50 things before miche dies

1. tell all the people she loves, that she loves them dearly.
2. send a personalised note/letter/gift to all her good friends and people who have touched her life, telling them how important they are and how they have made her life worthwhile.
3. spend a quiet but meaningful evening with her parents.
4. spend a quiet but meaningful evening with her god-family.
5. save a stray dog or two.
6. travel to prague.
7. give my teddy bears away.
8. try to write a decent poem or short story.
9. pay attention in class for once.
10. learn to forgive herself and those who have perhaps done her wrong.
11. drive to thailand.
12. walk down orchard road dressed in pink and purple only.
13. picnic by the beach
14. finish reading "dreams of the red chamber" in chinese
15. get the giant teddy bear i always wanted.
16. perform one last time
17. buy a dress / skirt
18. watch a cheesy, tacky, gawdy comedy - BRUNO or TROPIC THUNDER
19. pat a snake
20. throw a party on a bus
21. sky dive and bungee jump
22. walk all around singapore - halfway there
23. eat nothing but vegetables for a week - kinda stop eating
24. burn all her photos, diaries and letters. delete this blog.
25. cry with all her might
26. be happy and try to stay happy till the end
27. be amazed by the simple things in life
28. sleep at least 8 hours per day and not more than 10 for a week
29. write a letter to johnny depp
30. plant something
31. be a organ donor, give whatever can still be used. (not my liver though, too much alcohol in it)
32. get blind drunk, like seriously blind drunk
33. draw/paint/compose a last picture
34. she hates taking pictures, but yeah, take a picture with all her loved ones.
35. be totally ladylike for a whole day. (i.e. dont swear, curse or be mean)
36. cycle to changi and back.
37. attend church everyday
38. take all the bus services available in singapore
39. get 2 tattoos
40. buy cup noodles and eat them by the roadside. well i ate by the beach, doesnt count right
41. colour her hair in multi-hues
42. draw up a will
43. climb a tree
44. remember to smile.
45. compete in one last basketball tournament
46. debate competitively one last time
47. eat all the gelato she wants
48. eat all the dairy products she wants
49. celebrate the life that's been
50. Thank God.
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