Sunday, August 28, 2005 @10:43 PM
i have weird parents. i really do. i got home at 11 last night and they were planning to go to KFC at kallang cos they were hungry at one in the morning. in the end i think they ordered macdonald's.
then today. my highlight of the day. i went to town to buy newspapers and went home. dont ask me why. ask them.
haha
oh well
joshie! haha hope you like the present! haha you were good. trying not to look at us hahahaahh!!!!
anyway, i love you! =)
Friday, August 26, 2005 @12:06 AM
this entry is dedicated to all my wonderful friends on earth and all the wonderful friends you have as well. it is truly an amazing thing and an amazing fact that many of us have managed to remain such good friends over the years and how an incidental meeting has changed all of our lives totally. haha i recall that we dont necessarily start out on the best of footing, and we sure did have our ups and downs. but still after all these years, things between us only get better yeah.
i realised that i seldom express my gratitude to many of you for the loyalty and support. also for putting up with my nonsense and idiosyncracies all the time. thanks for understanding and being there when i get into my silly depression moods. and yes, the endless soap opera at home.
so here's to you. my dearest friends, whom i hold so dear.
Thursday, August 25, 2005 @12:07 AM
i totally forgot what was it that i wanted to blog about tonight. i was going to write something philosophical, was inspired by a line in yeat's poem this morning. but i totally forgot what i wanted to write. haha oh well.
i had fun today. i planted a lime seed in junyi's hair. haha i love junyi he is so funny. and he is always laughing at me. i knew it. all these acs (i) boys. eerily, all the ac (i) boys i know love to make fun of me. sighs. forever one.
i think i am a closet bimbo. haha. oh well i am .
i feel like getting new piercing(s). but i dont know where. nose or tragus or both (trio maybe). i am such a sick puppy huh. sucker for pain! haha ...
anyway, Daniel (DA NIU) have a safe trip to HongKong! send me pictures from disneyland.
joshie have a great production.
miche needs to think tonight. haha abt what she wanted to write and her piercings and oh miche is a happy child today. =)
Friday, August 19, 2005 @11:09 PM
watched a very disturbing program this afternoon on national geographic. the dolphin murders. oh my. these bottled nosed dolphins kill their own calfs for the fun of it. it is like a big gang of bully dolphins picking on little children dolphins. they toss them in the air and flung them about until they die. all of this is ochestrated and premediated. it is very sinister and disturbing.
on a lighter note, haha i am rather excited about the Youth Changemakers bussiness. hee hee so exciting. =)
miche is off to do work tonight. and yes she is still waiting for the one giant teddy bear.
Monday, August 15, 2005 @11:22 PM
Somewhere in BetweenI cant be losing sleepover this, no i cant
and now i cannot stop pacing
give me a few hours
i'll have this all sorted out
if my mind would just stop racing
cause i cannot stand still
i cant be this unsturdy
this cannot be happening
this is over my head
but underneath my feet
cause by tommorrow morning
i'll have this thing beat
and everything will be back to the way that it was
i wish that it was just that easy
cause i'm waiting for tonight
and then waiting for tomorrow
and i'm somewhere in between
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream
would you catch me if i fall out of what i fell in
dont be surprised if i collapse
down at your feet again
i dont want to run away from this
i know that i just dont need this
cause i cannot stand still
i cant be this unsturdy
this cannot be happening yeah
cause i'm waiting for tonight
and then waiting for tomorrow
and i'm somewhere in between
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream
Sunday, August 14, 2005 @3:24 PM
EVERYTHINGfind me here
and speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
you are the light
that's leading me
to the place
where I find peace again
you are the strength
that keeps me walking
you are the hope
that keeps me trusting you are the life
to my soul
you are my purpose
you're everything
and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this yeah
you calm the storms
and you give me rest
you hold me in your hands
you won't let me fall
you still my heart
and you take my breath away
would you take me in
take me deeper now
and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this
and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this
cause you're all I want
you're all I need you're everything
everythingyou're all I want
you're all I need
you're everything
everythingyou're all I want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything
you're all I want
you're all I need
you're everything
everything
and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this
and how can I
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this
would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this
and yes...my wasted heart will love you hahah
Saturday, August 13, 2005 @4:44 AM
who wants to watch a german film with me? hmmm. most probably ask rens. or i will go and watch it alone again like i did on thursday night. cos i didnt feel like being home. oh well
Joshie and Sam, thanks yeah. you have no idea how much that meant to me. =) ever greatful for the two of you.
Wednesday, August 10, 2005 @11:13 PM
rens saw a little boy today on her way to the busstop wearing a tee shirt that said. you are despicable. haha we were both rather amused by it. wonder if his mother realised what it meant.
anyway, had my eyebrows threaded today. the pain oh my. was fascinatingly sadistic. haha like you wait for the pain to come. haha oh man miche is a little crazy. but then again she always have been haha. an experience. haha.
i am such a frivoulous person!
haha been feeling the need to spoil myself. haah hurry up find me someone who will pamper me!
miche feels the need to have some love. =P
Tuesday, August 09, 2005 @4:38 AM
haha...first day of school let's just say i am kinda in awe of the fact that i have say around 18 texts to read that is excluding the additional readings for lit and history. so yes. anyway i am up tonight. not because i am excited abt national day. but cause i decided that this is the best time to sit and read at least two of my texts. haha. partly also cause i cant really sleep so yeah.
anyway, realised that i have played
Lifehouse's Hanging By A Moment 141 times since i got it last monday night. haha think i am hooked on it. oh well. =)
Happy Birthday Augustine! haha Auggie the national baby. =)
Monday, August 08, 2005 @12:39 AM
festival of praise was great. the bands were wonderful! it was so amazing to see them in real life action. the atmosphere at points were indeed electrifying. there was quite a number of people who answered tonight's altar call. hah i cant really recall when it was that i did that .. or where but yeah. haha anyway it was really great. i feel so blessed all of a sudden. ahah and here to all of my friends who think that i am pagan! haha =)
have classes tmrw. but i cant recall what time. i am hungry and there is no food again. anyway, my life is unnecessarily drama. sighs.
oh well, i need a prayer for this school term. i really do. so please pray for me? =) thanks.
miche is off searching for food like a hamster.
Saturday, August 06, 2005 @10:43 PM
There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under the heaven:
a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to hate,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.
-Ecclesiastes 3:1 -8 -
If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who give generously to all without finding fault, it will be given to him. But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, tossed and blown by the wind.
-James 1: 5-6 -
"Never will I leave you;
never will i forsake you."
"The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid."
-Hebrews 13: 5 -6 -
@10:37 PM
according to Doubutsu Uranai's website. I am Green Lion. and this is what the Green Lion is like:
You are Green Lion, who gives graceful and pure impression.
You are dignified, and possess delicate sensitivity and cool intelligence along side your sweetness.
But unlike your friendly outlook, you are very cautious towards others, and can not relax in front of anyone.
Your weakness is that you can not adapt easily to new environments.
You tend to take a very passive attitude when starting something.
But when it comes nearer towards the goal, you become very obstinate, and your ego will start to show up.
You may become very dogmatic, but because of your personality, people will not feel harmed. You possess a skill of a manager, and even if you experience difficulty, you don't show grimness.
You are very practical and precise person.
You can make sound and rational decisions, but sometimes can be argumentative.
In life, you are long distance runner type.
You treasure your past and find something from there.
You will have your best days in old age.
You are not so emotional type, and therefore look much older than your actual age.
You should not think things according to your own interest.
Your reliable character is trusted by people around you.
After getting married you may turn out a little nagging type.
But will be a good wife and a mother.
I am rather amused though haha some parts are really accurate but then again some parts aint. haha oh well.
Friday, August 05, 2005 @12:14 AM
the hair is magenta. haha. i hate the curls. but yeah. i feel really spoilt today. bought myself soft toys.
Tuesday, August 02, 2005 @2:29 PM
Hanging by a Momentdesperate for changing
starving for truth
closer to where I started
chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
forgetting all I'm lacking
completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
you take all of me now
I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you
there's nothing else to lose
there's nothing else to find
there's nothing in the world
that could change my mind
there is nothing else
there is nothing else
there is nothing else
desperate for changing
starving for truth
closer to where I started
chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you
just hanging by a momenthanging by a moment
hanging by a momenthanging by a moment here with you
"You And Me"
What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
Monday, August 01, 2005 @12:06 AM
dinner sat night was fun! haha more than just fun. it was huge. gigiantic. well all for two people. lexie and me. haha we wanted to have japanese buffet for dinner. but well the place we go to was FULLY BOOKED and we couldnt get a seat. so we went for crabs instead. haha this is the menu for the night:
2 giant crabs: stir fried and steam. (we each ate half)
12 pieces of seafood tofu
half a prawn paste chicken
a huge bowl of fish slice soup
Prawn Hor Fun
PLUS
Sea Coconut + Logan
Gelato!
we ate this in two hours. by ourselves. we were so full! haha all in two hours. a family of 7 came and sat next to us and they were staring at our plates (empty ones!) and yes yes. they ate less then what we ate. oh man. we felt so greedy lah. haha.
next up! haha we are going for the shang ri la buffet! haha yes yes joshie i owe you one too.
sunday.
helped out at the children's ministry games day. was quite fun lah. the kids were quite cute. not that i feel any maternal instinct or anything but yeah haha. i had fun.
and i just realised as i was walking home at 1030 just now that i didnt have my dinner. haha ohw well.
gonna go try register for my basic theory test later today in the morning. my first step to ultimate freedom. get my car and later my apartment. haha. =)
miche is rather sleepy. too many things to think.
p/s: driel it is alright haha it is your way of expressing your affection.
hey, really. think you should at least give an explanation. truly. i am sure you will get understandng.
