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Thursday, December 30, 2004 @11:48 PM

I am thankful and glad that Auyong is back and safe in Singapore. Mrs C made it back safe and sound too.

My heart goes out to all the victims...really. I guess even we are not directly affected by the tsunami disaster to have a friend so close to it makes you think really hard. I'll be praying for them .

treasure those around you. seriously, you never know what is going to happen next.



Friday, December 24, 2004 @1:57 PM

thanks to all for coming to the debate yesterday. hope i didnt embarass myself on stage with all of you guys watching me!

haha thanks for the signals and the signs telling me to smile and slow down. oh yeah the cheers and the standing ovation! haha one of the judges told aaron that i was "a bit of a pia kia but very persuasive" hahah i found it hilarious. and yeah my freudian slip...heh heh... =) grinz..

but mind you, you guys totally embarassed me! hahah =) bleah...

Merry Xmas everyone!

Friday, December 17, 2004 @2:16 AM

you know you study in a stupid school when your results are released on the morning of X'mas.

Friday, December 10, 2004 @11:34 PM

i feel so tortured. spent the last three days at the City Hall Chambers at the Singapore Academy of Law for a public policy making course. i like policy making stuff cos it makes me think. and yeah i am not ashamed to say i want to be a civil servant, but the speakers who were there to present the talks were so ill informed that they cannot answer my questions or the questions in general so it was quite sad...there was a lot of controversial stuff being brought up and as usual as i was bored i asked about the evolution of the bourgeoisie in singapore. are we an insular country and whether we are paradoxical and contridictory. hahaa of course throw in a couple of "excellent" comments, according to teh speaker about the next elections. hahaha well on my way to being a civil servant huh? hahahah

anyway, glad to be out the whole thing. i was quite cheezed off by some people during the course though. you see we have four different groups and two different motions to debate on. so what happen was we were told to go and do our own research and formulate the lines. Shang and Nalli will know cos they were there for the workshop. basically what happened was, some people wants to win so BADLY for whatever reason i dont really care that every speaker that came and gave us a talk, they asked shamelessly for their opinions and arguments for and against their specific motion. they even asked the President and the Speaker of Parliament. Seriously once or twice is fine, but all the time and domineering all the sessions with only your concern. doesnt this then defeats the whole purpose of discourse and intellectual discussion? doesnt this defeats the idea of exposure to policy and politics when all you are concerned about is how to win the debate? furthermore, before anyone found out that the representative from DA(S) is me, they were like gossiping and speculating about who the person was RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! so yeah when they found out they were like embarassed. i mean how duh can you get if you dont know then dont speculate so yeah. hate all this competitive thing. it is not as if right that when you win the debate on the final day, you will down in history as the greatest man on earth or like there is a cash price to win. it is ALL ABOUT DISCOURSE AND DISCUSSION!

anyway, auyong, if you ever read this right, HE is really smart. he sat there and listen for 20 mins and structured the entire case for my side for me! exactly the way i was intending to structure it! i tell you! the brillance that he has is so DESIRABLE! hahaha... =) sorry guys, only auyong really knows who i am talking about. hahaha and yes, i am in no hurry to find a "Father" in your own language and diction for you! hahahaha grinz

i need the bed now man, cos i have been waking up at unimaginable hours for the past three days i shall die in a while! hahaha

Tuesday, December 07, 2004 @9:07 PM

I FINALLY GOT MY NOKIA 7610! hahah i am so happy and it is black and i got nice pouches for both my 7610 and my ipod.

haha i finally matched Moo Moo for his high class expensive techy stuff! Muahhahahahaha....*BIG HEADED* and yes i am like Mark with his ego blaster stuff!!! hahah...

oh yeah i have a new number will give you guys in time. Dont worry the number you have at the moment will be there till July 05 so yeah i am still contactable. just that the new number has free incoming calls so yeah.

Call the new number, but msg the old one! =)

Happy happy michy! and please...no more mummys....

Sunday, December 05, 2004 @9:23 PM

TERENCE!

i though you werent going to visit my blog ever again! hahaha.....okay lah

Thanks to Terence, Auyong, Sam Cheam, Christine, Cow and Druggie for coming

Thanks to John, Paul, Celine, Val, Alessa, David for the exhibition.

GRINZ.....

@8:14 PM

Camp is finally over! phew! hahah...

went out after the camp ended today. had like lots of fun, as usual with auyong, druggie, cow, bryan, josh, rachel, mishy, christine and hiu tung ard, how can it not be fun. too bad val and nalli didnt join us. =(

druggie is hilarious as usual, singing chinese songs down orchard road, telling cow he should not be wearing any nike clothes cos he doesnt exercise. insulting the people sitting at the adjacent table who was staring at him. drinking from a torn straw. Druggie is the DA man man!...

auyong as well, hmmm.....hahah shant embarass him here. YOU KNOW WHY AUYONG!

josh was like: is this what you have to deal with?

they were mad, i bet the people at like genki sushi will never want to see us again...oh we dragged them down to cine to take neo prints. it was sweltering in the booth. we were like going hysterical! it was a good 42 shots. hhaha you should see them man. druggie looks like a model and we were like CRUSHED into a bottle. hahaha...seriously, we are mad. hahaha mad.

so who wants to go sentosa for DEP outing? i am convinced SOMEONE will drown. serious.

when am i going to have ice cream? =) grinz

@1:19 AM

more words of wisdom, auyong included this time.

Auyong:

I am no longer a slut (in a cab)

Is she very big?

It is protruding what.

I want to get my rubber.

Cow:

Very exciting to see police people four days in a row. (he proceeds to hit me for a good five mins, and pokes afterwards)

xiao ding tong

anyway, cow is known as BO LIAO from now on and david is known as BO LUI from now on. the best thing, they actually respond to this.

Saturday, December 04, 2004 @5:36 PM

words of wisdom to add to druggie's collection of idomatics.....courtsey of COW, moooooooooo

Eh, you mean a bus interchange looks like this? (incredulously)

bo liao, why swim expose your hair to cholorine for what... (looking at a ACJC pamphlet)


seriously, you guys are mad....and yeah there is DAVID LU as well.

Eh, I bo lui lah!....(note the irony)

How to get money? go to the atm (strokes the air in imitation) ..."Lui ah! Lui ah"

MAD!

@1:28 AM

Hey all, thanks for coming to the camp and helping out, esp the Advance kids who didnt really have to. =)

had a really sad dream this morning. I dreamt that teddy said good bye to me. It was surreal. he waved good bye to me and it was really sad. i miss teddy. havent see him since the release of the A levels.

dead tired. haha i dont know what to blog. maybe when i come back on monday night i got more stuff to write about. someone told me i write serious stuff on my blog ahaha when it is supposed to be more of my feelings and thoughts. i was like "erm....but these are the things i think and feel about." okay, i think i know why most of you guys think i am like 24 or something, bern was the best "michy you are 27 right?" hahaha see i am self reflexive and self conscious. hahahah....=P there i go again. I AM SUCH A FREAKING GEEK! oh my gosh, i knew it i should have like stayed in PJC and drop in the first year, which i would have done anyway cos i wont GO to SCH at all. =) hahahah grinz.

Mich is bored and oh yeah the Festive season is here again. (note the tone) erm. i guess "yay".

i need the bed and i dont want any more teddy farewell dreams. hahah at least i dont cry like mad, or like have terrible mood swings. even if i do, you guys wont know!......i think it is prozac nation which is doing it to me. hahhaha a

PROFILE
miche:highly eclectic personality:stationery junkie
loves notebooks, the smell of printed-paper and ink makers.
her first love in life is basketball.
enjoys the intellectual adrenaline of debating, the beauty of theatre and music.
loves rainy days and blue skies
an avid reader, collector of teddy bears.
wants to build an dog sanctuary.
finds solitude extremely soothing
loves writing/typing/texting in lower case.
highly interested in the theories of Fredrich Nietzsche and existentialism.
fan of German language and culture.
finds the fact that she is a cusp a unique feature of her life
God, friends, and family feature strongly in her life.
she likes referring to herself in third person, something most of her friends find freaky
has a death wish or so she thinks.

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alessa
aramis
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charleen
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de winne
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hye ryoung
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jajung
jeannie
jennifer
ji hyun
john leo caines
josh
joy
j.low
kaleni
leigh-anne
mark tan
melissa
meirlin's earrings enteprise
michelle
mishelle
mi-young
paul
rae
sam
sonia
mr otaku
tae yeon
terence
valerie


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5. Truth and Existence - J.P Sartre
6. Existentialism and Humanism - J.P Sartre
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Movies to Catch

1. The Queen
2. Confession of Pain (Shang Chen)
3. The Protege (Men Tu)
4. The Last Dance

BIRTHDAYS

birthday tree
the boss - 4 Jan
Elvin - 8 Jan
Gill - 10 Jan
WeiXiang - 13 Jan
Sam - 14 Jan
the grosmer - 26 Jan
Aaron - 1 Feb
Ben Yap - 2 Feb
Hiu Tung- 5 Feb
Ja Jung - 7 Feb
Josh Hoe - 8 Feb
Weilin - 13 Feb
Auyong - 20 Feb
Ting ting si - 25 Feb
Jik Han - 28 Feb
Yin - 2 March
Cheryl - 3 March
Christine - 20 March
Kenneth - 21 March
Chere - 26 March
Terence, Judith - 29 March
Meeschell - 30 March
Lex - 1 April
Mishelle - 1 April
Druggie - 7 April
Liz - 16 April
Melissa - 18 April
John Leo - 26 April
Hye Ryoung/the bunny - 30 April
Josh - 13 May
Jevan,Andre - 16 May
Kat/Siti - 20 May
Martino - 21 May
Seb/Rebecca - 22 May
Teddy - 23 May
T.K - 27 May
Aidan,Hon - 29 May
Jiajia - 31 May
fairy - 7 June
Cow - 8 June
the poh - 5 july
Char & Char - 17 July
Aramis - 21 July
Feli, Josh & Joe Nair - 28 July
Jennifer - 31 July
Paul - 7 Aug
Auggie/En Wei - 9 Aug
Mao Mao Chen - 13 Aug
Thazin - 14 Aug
Gurion - 16 Aug
Bryan, Seon Mi, Yilin - 20 Aug
Alessa - 25 Aug
Val - 3 Sept
Guy, Jac - 11 Sept
Rachel - 12 Sept
Mi-ran - 14 Sept
the tigger - 15 sept
Ji Hynn - 17 Sept
Nalli, Yint Zin - 20 Sept
Hello Kitty - 23 Sept
Leigh / Noel- 24 Sept
Celine - 25 Sept
Vicky - 26/27 Sept
Wint - 30 Sept
Ren - 1 Oct
Grace - 1 Oct
Mi-Young - 2 Oct
Sharm - 8 Oct
Marky - 10 Oct
the owl - 13 Oct
Jacob,Grace - 22 Oct
the eeyore - 23 Oct
Xiaodi - 28 Oct
Bo Lui - 30 Oct
Victoria - 4 Nov
Van - 14 Nov
Hai Ming - 19 Nov
Sun Min - 26 Nov
Zin Mee - 28 Nov
J Low - 29 Nov
Joy - 5 Dec
Nian Ting - 7 Dec
Luke - 27 Dec
Andy gom/Jhi Sheng - 31 Dec

50 things before miche dies

1. tell all the people she loves, that she loves them dearly.
2. send a personalised note/letter/gift to all her good friends and people who have touched her life, telling them how important they are and how they have made her life worthwhile.
3. spend a quiet but meaningful evening with her parents.
4. spend a quiet but meaningful evening with her god-family.
5. save a stray dog or two.
6. travel to prague.
7. give my teddy bears away.
8. try to write a decent poem or short story.
9. pay attention in class for once.
10. learn to forgive herself and those who have perhaps done her wrong.
11. drive to thailand.
12. walk down orchard road dressed in pink and purple only.
13. picnic by the beach
14. finish reading "dreams of the red chamber" in chinese
15. get the giant teddy bear i always wanted.
16. perform one last time
17. buy a dress / skirt
18. watch a cheesy, tacky, gawdy comedy - BRUNO or TROPIC THUNDER
19. pat a snake
20. throw a party on a bus
21. sky dive and bungee jump
22. walk all around singapore - halfway there
23. eat nothing but vegetables for a week - kinda stop eating
24. burn all her photos, diaries and letters. delete this blog.
25. cry with all her might
26. be happy and try to stay happy till the end
27. be amazed by the simple things in life
28. sleep at least 8 hours per day and not more than 10 for a week
29. write a letter to johnny depp
30. plant something
31. be a organ donor, give whatever can still be used. (not my liver though, too much alcohol in it)
32. get blind drunk, like seriously blind drunk
33. draw/paint/compose a last picture
34. she hates taking pictures, but yeah, take a picture with all her loved ones.
35. be totally ladylike for a whole day. (i.e. dont swear, curse or be mean)
36. cycle to changi and back.
37. attend church everyday
38. take all the bus services available in singapore
39. get 2 tattoos
40. buy cup noodles and eat them by the roadside. well i ate by the beach, doesnt count right
41. colour her hair in multi-hues
42. draw up a will
43. climb a tree
44. remember to smile.
45. compete in one last basketball tournament
46. debate competitively one last time
47. eat all the gelato she wants
48. eat all the dairy products she wants
49. celebrate the life that's been
50. Thank God.
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